Don't know where I stand

64

"Ok lemme get one a picture." I said

"Mom, we're gonna be late." Clementine whined

"Alright."

I put my phone down and kissed both of them.

"You two have a good time ok?" 

"Alright." They said at the same and the same tone

I swear they're the same person.

Then they walked out the door. Since Jah was gone, I finally get to watch Black ink crew cause she doesn't like reality shows, but I watch it when he goes to sleep anyways so I'm caught up.

Jahseh

"Week ago week ago. Fuck wit us and then we tweakin hoe tweakin hoe, run up on that nigga get to squeezin hoe squeenzin, eerybody catchin bullut holes." Me and Clemenine sang

She was a G. But she gets it from me.

"Remember, don't say them words out in public alright."

"I know."

"Good."

We arrived at her school. And we walked inside along with the some of the other Dads. We got our ticket and I guess she saw her friend so she ran up to her. Her Dad looked at them and smiled. Then he continued to walk towards me.

"What's her name?" He asked

"Clementine."

"Mines Stacy."

"Cute."

"You look awfully young." He said looking me up and down

"I'm 25."

"And how old is Clementine?"

"7."

Then he looked forward for a second

"You had her at 18?"

"Yeah. Best decision ever. Having her, period was the best decision ever."

"Understand that. The mom still in the picture?"

"Yeah she at home right now."

"What about you. How old were you?"

"Maybe...24? 25 possibly."

"Ok cool."

"All em face tattoos, what do you do?"

"Rap actually,"

"Really. You any good?"

"My single did a few weeks number 1 on the billboard so I guess you could say."

"No shit."

I nodded my head.

"Can all my fathers and daughters walk over to the floor and join please." The Dj announced

"I guess that's our que." He said

"Yeah."

Clem parted from her friend and came over to me. She was so small. She only came up to my belly button. I have to say, she was the flyest girl in here, a black dress, with some bright red joardans, shiiit, none of them compared. Time of my life came on, (like we really couldn't get a black person to sing-) I extended my arms out to her and she grabbed both of my hands with her little ones. We rocked back and fourth.

"What do you want to be when you get older?" I asked

"Umm..." She looked away to think

"A gymnast."

And I thought she was gonna be a football player, but it's her choice I guess.

"And what do you think it take to get there."

"Hard work."

"That's right, and what else."

"Positivity  ."

"Yeah."

"Are you still gonna sing when you get older?"

"Hopefully."

"Cause you're good at it." She smiled

"Thanks Clem."

"Dad? I want siblings."

"Ok, you'll get some in due time."

"What's due time?"

"When someone says due time, it means it'll happen when it needs to."

"Oh. I want a brother and a sister."

"Your Mom does too."

"What do you think she's doing right now?"

"Probably sleeping."

Scarlet

"SHUT THE FUCK UP LONDON CAUSE YOU REALLY DOIN TOO MUCH, DAMN KITTY TRYNA HAVE A NICE DINNER IN CELEBRATION OF HER DEAD MOTHER'S LIFE AND YOU SITTIN UP HERE TALM BOUT BUSINESS THIS WHY NOBODY WANTED YOU HERE IN THE FIRST PLACE. FAKE ASS WANNABE THERAPIST THE FUCK!"

Jahseh

"Yeah." I agreed

"After this we should get ice cream."

"Alright."

Time skip

"Go change out of that dress alright and take a shower."

"Ok."

Clem ran upstairs and I walked up behind her. I opened the door and I saw Scarlet. She quickly changed the channel.

"Hey baby." She smiled

"Hey Scar, I brought you ice cream."

"Aww thank you."

I walked over to the closet and changed into some basket ball shorts.

"How was it?" She asked

"It was good. Clementine is the cutest child ever."

"Of course she is."

"And guess what."

"What?"

"She wants a brother and sister."

"What's stopping her from getting any?"

I chuckled and shook my head as I laid next to her.

"I'm serious." She said straddling me

"Don't start nun you can't finish shorty."

Then she started kissing on my jaw.

"Tomorrow Scar I'm tired."

"See when you're 54 with a two year old you're gonna be mad."