Don't know where I stand

40

"We this Forever 21 is everything." I said looking around

It had 4 levels (A/N true fact) and they had everything you could want.

"You done yet?!" Jahseh yelled looking at me

"Give me a minute damn!" I yelled back trying to find my size in a shirt

"Alright I'm done now." I said

We walked to the cashier and all my stuff came up to 120.00. Go big or go home. Jah insisted that we go to Louis V so that's where we went. About 10 minutes in I was bored. I didn't like designer.

"Are you done yet?" I pouted as he was looking at some pants

"No!"

I sighed. I went onto my phone and played Granny until he was done.

"Let's go mamas." He said putting his arm around me and walking up to the register

The nigga ended up spending 1500 dollars on some pants, and a shirt.

"Look there's the Disney store!" I said as we walked out of LV

"Wanna go?"

"Yeah." I said taking his hand

We walked in and it's exactly how you would think a Disney store would look.

"This would be a nice blunt box." Jahseh said holding up a lion king lunch box

"You're not wrong, but that's something a two year old child would want."

"Still, I'ma get it." He said

I laughed and looked at hair ties and stuff. Once we were done in there, the group decided to meet up outside of H&M. We walked to H&M and we saw Stokeley and Mason.

"What's up y'all." I said

"Just waiting for everybody else, y'all find anything good?" Stokeley said

"Yeah." Jahseh answered

"Did you go to the M&M store?" Mason asked me

"No, I didn't see it, we were too busy going to designer places." I said eyeing Jahseh, but he was too busy talking to Stokeley to notice

"Damn; here." She said handing me a bag of purple M&Ms

"I've never seen purple before. Thanks." I said taking the

"Don't stress, it's wild in there though, the line was crazy long and Stokeley's fat self was willing to stand in the line." She laughed making me laugh too

Then Coolie and Lucas came.

"Yo where's Stella and Isiah?" I asked them cause all of them went in the same direction

"I don't know?" Coolie said

Isiah

"That'd look nice but we've gotta go." I said as I watched Stella pick out a shirt

"Just a few more minutes." She whined

"The group texted up 10 minutes ago."

She walked up to me and looked in my eyes. Somehow her eyes got glossy, but not a teary glossy. Like an animated puppy glossy.

"Please."

"Fine." I said giving her a quick kiss

She smiled and continued to pick out shirts. Then I get a call from Scarlet.

S: Where are y'all we've been waiting for like 15 minutes

I: We leaving right now alright

S: Alright see you soon

I: Alright bye

S: Bye

"That was your sis, we gotta go, now."

"I refuse."

"Don't make me drag you out this store."

She stood her ground. I rolled my eyes and lifted her up by her legs throwing her over my shoulder.

"Isaiah put me down!" She yelled

"We've gotta go."

Once we got outside I put her down.

"Come on." I said

Scarlet

Finally Isiah and Stella got here.

"Damn what took y'all so long?" I asked

"She wanted to look at some more clothes."

"Alright, y'all wanna grab a bite now or just oder food in the hotel."

"Let's order food in the hotel, we can bunk with y'all." Stokeley said looking at me and Jahseh

"Bet. Let's go." I said

We caught an Uber back to the hotel and we were all chillin in Scarlet and Jahseh's room.

"I could go for a fat ass blunt right now." I said

That's when Isaiah walked out the room.

"Yo weefy where you going?" I asked

"Do you want some weed or nah."

"Bet!"

He left and we were waiting for Coolie to pick a movie.

"Aye let's watch Tinkerbell" He said

"Just click it nigga." Stokeley said

He started the movie and it was silent. Then we heard a knock on the door. I got up to get it and it was our food that we ordered.

"Here you go." The lady said wheeling in a cart of food but it didn't stop there were 3

"Thank you."

"No problem, and do you want to pay for it now, or do you want it on a bill to be payed once you leave."

"Put it on a bill please, these fatties probably going to order some more so yeah."

"Alright, enjoy your stay." She said leaving

"I will thanks."

She closed the door and with that everyone began to eat.

"Scarlet I'm going to go get my blanket it's cold in here."

"Why don't you use this one?" I asked pointing at one

She walked over to me and whispred.

"That blanket is the only think I have from when mom was normal."

"Oh, s-sure then."

She got up and left.

Stella

I don't know why but I was feeling home sick, not like back with Scarlet and them, but from Organ. I was treated so badly there, but it's the only good memory I have from home. I walked into me and Isiah's room and I saw him on the bed arranging a shit ton of drugs.

"Woah." I said walking passed him to my suite case

"You do what you gotta do." He shrugged

I sat next to him and laid my head on his shoulder.

"You good mama?"

"Yeah."

"No you not what's up."

"I miss Orgen."

"But you're in a better place now."

"Still."

"Just think of the good things to come in the future here."

"Yeah." I said looking at my hands which were placed in my lap

He kissed me making me put my head up.

"Don't worry ok? Everything's going to be ok alright."

"Thanks."

"No problem let's go." He said grabbing his drug box

"Yeah."

We both got up and left. We all were watching Tinkerbell smoking and eating. It was nice.