I'm Counting Every Lie

7: thanks josh..

Tuesday night

Kellin is my soulmate. I would do anything for him because he deserves the world. He deserves the galaxy. The galaxy has so much energy and emotion, love, hate, fear, happiness,  and loneliness. Why do I still feel lonely? I'm with the love of my life- well, not right now, he said he had to go use the bathroom so I'm waiting for him.

To say I'd wait for him forever would be an unexpected. I would wait thousands of forevers for him. I'm in love and it's so amazing. Kellin opens the door do I look at him. "I need you to come," he says and I blush.

What?

He grabs my hand and starts dragging me out of his room. I thought decanted me to- ugh, I'm so perverted. He Drag my hand behind him like a chain behind a truck. I want a hug but he's walking to fast.

Our hands are intertwined and it feels like magic. This whole thing feels like magic. My feet stumble over the seam where the carpet turns to wood but catch myself earning an eyeroll from they pretties boy in the world.

"The going to be done in thirty minutes," his grandma says smiling warmly at us. Oh my god I need to tell her how in love I am. She would love to hear it and I would love to show off my love. I open my mouth but kellin overs it.

"Thanks, we'll be back," he says quickly because rushing me out of the cute house. He's so smart, maybe we shouldn't boast it around.

I want to tell him that I love him again but I don't want to annoy him. Kellin and I are walking down the sidewalk at a quick pace. The dark sky is no longer peeing out liquids but its still moist out. The damp road looks pitch black while the white concrete looks dark gray do to rain and the fact that its night time.

I look from the side of his face to our hands and then to my skirt. Oh, I'm in public with a skirt? The thought dissapears when kellin slows down. My eyes go to his and as he is looking into the park. Out of curiosity I turn my head to the park and look as well to see a figure sitting on a swing.

Its shape in more of a guy figure but is facing away from us so that's not really a reliable assumption. They have on all black and the hood up. "Is that josh?" Kellin whispers to me. Oh, Is it? That looks like his style and shape but I dont know for sure.

Josh doesn't matter, what matters is kellin. He's so sweet and pure. He looks at my skirt and sighs. "I'm so sorry, let's leave before he sees us," he says but is looking at the figure like he doesn't want to leave. Kellin really is the nicest person in the world, I could never put up with what he goes through.

Josh picks on him at lot but this right here. I can tell kellin wants to ask if he's okay. What 18 year old sits on a swing alone in a wet park at night? A sad one.. or that's my first thought. He might not be, knowing josh he isnt sad.

J

osh is just some bully.

As I'm looking at kellin forgetting to respond to him he starts to drag me away once again. However, as we were standing I ended up crossing my legs and standing on the sides of my feet so when he pulls I fall down instead of going with him.

Kellin gasps and everything goes so fast that the next thing I can process is the cold wet ground under me. I'm hurt.. kellin kneels down and I sit up and sit on my ass with my knees slightly bent and my feet flat on the ground. Sitting like this with a skirt on is probably not good but I trust kellin.

I hold my palms up and look at the blood scraped tissue of my palms. Rocks and dirt is slightly being washed out by the blood but it's still very painful. I stay quiet. With shock on my face I look at my knees, they are also scratched up and bleeding. When I feel I thought I only bruised them but I guess not.

"I-it stings," I say and kellin looks really guilty.

I dont want him to feel sad or guilty. Every time I look at kellin it feels like a movie worthy moment. He should be an actor, he's really attractive, funny, nice, and interesting. My face heats up just for looking at him. I've had a permanent blush since I saw kellin earlier.

The sound of wet grass and footsteps approach and soon enough Josh is coming out of the park. He looks at us surprised and I look at my hands, still bleeding. Kellin gets up and puts a hand on his hip.

"You can talk crap about me wearing skirts but dont you dare say anything about this. He gets picked on enough-" kellin starts defending me for wearing a skirt. Josh looks bored he looks from kellin to me and then his face seems to go red? Kellin stops talking and looks at me and he also blushes?

He so cute with a blush..

"Oli," kellin hisses and starts pulling me up my my wrists. I Yelp in pain and he drops me causing me to land back in the say position hard.

"I wont bring this up if you forget I was here," josh says coming closer to me. It's going to hurt really bad walking. I look up at him confused and kellin also looks confused. Is he about to kick me while I'm down? He kneels down and literally scoops me up.

"Oh God-" I gasp clinging onto him. As soon as I'm in his arms my love for kellin seems to ease up just a little. I couldn't stop trying to tell him that I love him but now I'm a little more calm? I still want to marry him but I guess because I'm in someone's arms my thoughts are shifted?

"I'm only carrying him because he's hurt. Once he's at his house forgot this happened. If you bring it up and my friends hear I'll make both of your lives a living hell," josh says mostly to kellin. He's also ignoring me but I'm glad, I dont want to talk to him.

"Thanks josh.." kellin says and josh nods seeming to relax a little. The hand that's wrapped from the underside on my knee is getting my blood on it. Oop.. I keep my hands to myself glad that I didn't get blood on his hoodie.

His other hand is against my ribs keeping me secure to his body. Kellin is walking on the side of me that I cant see but I can hear his soft steps. I love him so much.

"I'm in love with kellin," I state and kellin groans. Josh looks at me in the face for the first time seeming surprised.

"I um.. he drank a love potion and now he thinks he's in love with me," kellin says softly.

"No, it wasn't the love potion. I love him. I want to marry him and kiss him," I start rambling about how I love kellin to josh. Josh laughs and- what? His laugh is so different than what I've heard in class. I'm almost offended that he laughed at me but.. I dont know.

For once kellin looks sure and I'm the confused one.

Thoughts?

Questions?

Josh?

Heheh Oli needs to close his legs while wearing a skirt oops