Dear ashton.
Oh god its been such a long ass time since I last wrote you a letter. I dont know why I haven't started this again. I guess I thought it was useless or either I just forgot about it.
Lets be honest here, I just forgot about it. I don't necessarily miss you, but then again I do.
Im not gonna sit here and lie and say I don't think about you a lot because I do. All the time. Nothing has changed really. Your always my mind no matter how hard I try to get you to leave my brain it just doesn't work.
The only thing though, that pains me the most is that you have forgotten about me. And if you haven't then I don't know why you haven't put in the effort to talk to me. I have called you. And the boys but no one has answered me. At this point I think im just another fan that you guys won't notice. Even though you know me. And the last thing that pains me is that you all lied. You guys lied about me. Next thing I know you guys are gonna deny that you even know who I am.
Im not saying I want it to happen, im saying im prepared for when it does.
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
Notes to Ashton.
Fiksi PenggemarCameron is Ashton's 'sister' and she writes notes to him in a secret notebook that no one knows about except her. she knows no one is gonna see the notebook and whats in it. but could Ashton possibly get ahold of the notebook and read all the note...
