Cameron pov.
I didn't regret a thing that happend. I just don't think that it was the right time or place.
It sounds insanely bitchy that I don't care that I cheated on Luke -again- but I don't know what to do.
I like Luke I do. So much but I..I dont know. I have to tell him. And then leave. I cant get in the way of anything that is gonna make them big and I can't destroy a perfect friendship just because I don't know who I am in love with.
God this is gonna go bad.
**
Sunday. Its sunday and this is when I need to tell him. Tell Luke then just end everything and go back to my dorm.
**
"Wait, so you cheated on me with Ashton?" The look he is giving me is killing me. He looks so sad, hurt, betrayed. All because of me. I nodded slowly and looked at the ground guilty.
"Im so sorry Luke. But I had to tell you. Just like im breaking up with you"
"Okay"
"I know I- wait what?"
"I said okay. I knew something was up and I knew that we were not gonna last because face it, we were only meant to be friends I just didn't wanna believe it. I still love you though. Just as a friend." He stood up and so did I. I ran towards him and hugged his neck and he laughed as we both stumbled back.
This went alot better than I thought.
Letting go I grabbed my bags and thats when everyone ran down the stairs.
Mom was the first to give me a hug and I smiled. Hug after hug I noticed that Ashton wasn't here.
Thats wonderful.
I smiled weakly at them all, my mood suddenly shot, and waved at I left the house and went back to my dorm.
**
It started off as 2 weeks
Then turned into 2 months
Then into 8.
Finally to a full year and I haven't heard from not one of them.
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Notes to Ashton.
FanfictionCameron is Ashton's 'sister' and she writes notes to him in a secret notebook that no one knows about except her. she knows no one is gonna see the notebook and whats in it. but could Ashton possibly get ahold of the notebook and read all the note...