The Top 100 Things In My Thoughts.

"Uncertainty"

I'm not sure what to do.

I'm at a crossroad within myself.

Either I can stay or I can go.

But what exactly what am I coming back too?

The same usual routine? Going to work getting ready for school?

But when is the time right?

I want to make changes in my life back at home but I'm nowhere near there.

This life thing has me going in circles it isn't fair.

Do I stay or do I go?

Who will be there when I get back?

Who will leave if I stay?

I'm not sure, I don't know what to do.

Why do I feel like the decision is a make or break for a bunch of things?

Am I losing time or am I saving myself?

It's uncomfortable but I have to choose.

And if I do what and who will I lose?

More of myself or less of myself?

I'm not sure the ice is starting to melt, and I'm getting dragged under the waves.

Myself secluded in this eternal cave.

Fuck.

Too many questions, too many thoughts

It's a vacation, right?

Why do the things we want and already have to tend to fight?

I guess it's just changing, either way there's action to be done.

It feels like I'm just on the run.

I'll just fall back into myself, too many cards don't know which are false or real, a false hand I might have been dealt.

Who am I after all this, why are we judged and valued based on our financial wealth.

Time to flip a coin.

-JNM