The Top 100 Things In My Thoughts.

"Abyss"

So here it is deal or no deal,
I hope this puts a smile on your face,
so let's cut to the chase.

I know you like me,
I like you so much you take the sadness out of me.
I like you so much I feel like there's a storm raging inside of me.

Do I dare state what I'm about to say?
If you really want to know, I've always kept my heart in a cage,
But with the feelings you've given me, I have no choice but to put it on a page.

I'll carry you until your bones fade into ash and even then I'll still hold onto you.
when you keep falling apart,
know I'll never let the pieces go far.

If you get bored, I'll fly you to mars.
If that's not enough, we'll lay on the Milky Way
until your pain goes away.

I'll hold your hand and never let go.
I'll stare into your eyes and I'll tell no lies.
I know I'm shy and it sucks, but baby you can open up I'll keep my lips shut.

You bring the best out of me.
You're breathtaking.
When we kissed I forgot how to count to three.

It's you and me and no one else.
I look at you and my heart melts.
The feelings you give me demand to be felt.

Please don't give up because we've barely begun.
I want you to know you've taken me out of my slums.
You make me fly as if I were a dove,
flying with wings made of love.

I know You think I can't give you what you want.
I think I can if you let me just hold on.
The feelings I have
for you are true and strong.
Please, don't let me be gone.

I hope my words resonate within you .
baby girl the way you make feel makes me,
spout out words like a concert at a venue.
I miss you.

When it comes to you I'm do or die.
I never want to say goodbye.
you're the light to the dark, and I'm the heart marksmen I hope I won't miss.
fuck I crave your kiss.

You truly are as fine as wine and so divine.
I know I have to make you mine no matter the time.
I can't control the words I write.
I'll climb the highest tree to see the clouds part, just to see your wonderful lips follow.

hoping one day you'll whisper my name,
you'll put any sunset to shame.
I crave your touch.
There's no such thing as "too much".

I know I'm here and you're there,
life isn't meant to be fair,
but please be with me it's truth or dare.

To put it simply, I don't like to share.
I hope that you care enough about me,
For when I close my eyes you're all I can see.

Right now I'm an open book, so
I hope you like to read.
baby you're like a drug, and I the fiend.

When I'm sick you're my cure.
baby I'll print your face on my shirt if it makes you happy.
Fuck this poem is super crappy.

You're the girl next door,
baby, there's levels to love,
I'm still on the bottom floor.

I can keep going on and on,
even before dawn,
but fuck I don't want you to be gone.

We have a long way to go, even though we're on different roads.
Baby this is a puzzle and I'm just trying to crack the code.
life is game and it's set to critical mode.

I'm using the feelings I keep for you to write this.
lately I've been stuck in an abyss.
I'm doing this because I believe its right.
this was meant to be said even if we don't unite.

You asked if this was real.
this is me telling you how I feel,
so what do you think?

I know you're sad and I am too.
I know you're feeling blue.
I'm sorry about the things you've gone through.

This is a road you won't regret,
Take it.
I hope you feel something more, even though we just met.

I've put my feelings on this page,
just so you know I'm happy regardless of what happens.
you're the strongest feeling I've ever had within my gut.

So tell me now if I should've just kept my mouth shut.

-JNM