The Top 100 Things In My Thoughts.

"The only lyrics to a song ive only sung once"

I remember those days, dreaming and looking at your face.
Eyes meeting yours and tracing your body down to your waist.

And I see you, standing there.
I know this feeling you can't bear.

You can blame it on me, I'm at fault.
You can share the pain with me your sugar and I'm salt.

Once in a lifetime it'll come and leave, and you'll leave me here grounded bending down onto my knees.

They say good luck comes in threes

But lately, I've been feeling like you get tired of me.

You can blame it on me, I'm at fault.

I can't stand to see you again like that, it makes the emotions I have reacted too.

I'm trying to make sure I can keep us intact, but lately, I haven't really seen you react.

Maybe I lost it, whatever you feel for me.

Maybe you're tired of waiting for the best of me.

Maybe you're tired of pretending to feel genuine.

It's my fault, you can blame me for the way
I act so recklessly.

And those emotions stain the canvas, and times it gets too messy.

I'm still accumulating parts of me that and are nowhere near perceived perfectly.
I wonder about aimlessly.

I miss you and it's like I'm on standby, and it feels like it's too late, I've missed my chance and you already run on by.

I've gone, past the catcher and now I'm hiding in the rye.

-JNM