June 17, 2019
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STAR'S POV
"Star?" I hear and look up from the cup of tea that I can tell I've been stirring for a while now seeing as the steam is all gone
I wish I would stop thinking so much about Kester and that stupid nightmare but it's all that's on my mind every single minute of the day.
Even Logan has probably noticed seeing as she's treating me with extra care, like a fragile item.
That just breaks my heart more cause I like her even more every day.
How could I live if she ever even insinuated slightly that she didn't want me like that? That I wasn't enough for her?
It'd kill me.
"Star?" I hear again and practically feel the worry in Logan's voice settle in my brain
Well of course she's worried, I literally just spaced out after she called me.
"Yeah?" I answer, meeting a small frown on her face
"Are you okay? You've been out of it for a couple days now, I'm worried" She says and I sigh as she turns off the music serenading the room softly
"Just tired"
"Are you sure? You seem unhappy, nothing happened right? Did I do something?" She asks, walking around the island so she's now standing in front of me and I don't even think about it when I intertwine our fingers
Well not real you, real you didn't do anything but dream you kind of broke my heart and now I'm scared the real you would too.
"You didn't do anything, I just...have some things on my mind. Don't worry about it"
"I know I'm being a hypocrite right now but I'm tempted to bug you to tell me what's wrong. I don't like seeing you sad" she says and I chuckle
"Now you see how I feel when you're sad, not so easy to not care, is it?" I ask
"Well then I didn't like you but now I do so yes, I do see" she says and I shake my head at her "Come on, talk to me. What's wrong?" She asks and I take a breath
Guess I should just get it over with?
God, I really don't want to willingly break my own heart.
"Okay well...I've been thinking about us" I start and she raises a brow
"Thinking about us makes you sad?" She asks and I shake my head
"No, no. It's just...well, I've been thinking about where we stand in terms of our....relationship" I say
"Oh" comes her single worded reply
Oh God.
"We don't have to talk about it if you don't want to Logan, it's just something I was thinking about" I say
"No, let's...if you want to talk about it then we should. Communication is good...it's great, let's do it" she says and I nod
"Okay"
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