TAKING IN🦋

41 - TAKING IN *I DON'T WANT TO GET HURT EITHER*

MAY 13, 2019

STAR'S POV

"So can I?" She asks

"You can" I say, bittersweet about the words out of my mouth

"Sure?" She asks and the fact that she's giving me a chance to refuse makes me feel even more stupider cause I still want this as much as before

"I'm sure. It's just a kiss right?" I say with a small laugh, trying not to seem as nervous as I am

"It is" she says and I nod

"Do it then" I say and await patiently her lips on mine but it's nothing like I have imagined.

As her lips press against and mold softly with mine, it feels like I have slipped into heaven.

The concert has stopped and everywhere is still and all my worries are gone.

All my inhibitions and fears about this have all drifted away and I am at peace.

And I feel really, really good.

Really good.

But that soon ends as she pulls away.

"What..."

"What?" She asks

"That was like... 2 seconds" I say

"Did you want it longer?" She asks, a teasing smile on her lips

"No!" I say quickly "I mean...no but...longer isn't bad either" I say

"You're right" she says before meeting her lips with mine again, pulling me closer to her and instinctively, I wrap my arms around her neck, letting myself be closer to her

I can't help the small moan that leaves my lips as she takes my bottom lip between her teeth, biting softly before her lips joined with mine again and I can feel her smile against my lips at the involuntary action

It's not long before my fingers are in her hair and her tongue is in my mouth as she drove me insane with just this and her fingers gently caressing my skin

I never want this to stop.

And as I think that, she pulls away slowly, a smile on her lips that matched mine.

"Better?" She asks and I nod

"A lot" I say and she chuckles

"Good" she says and I nod, unwilling to accept that it's over and I should probably get up from her leg instead of just staring at her.

I like kissing her.

Why does it have to end?

"You know how I said Kira might be better?" I start and she nods

"I do"

"And you said you could show me and I could decide then?"

"Yes. So what do you think?"

"Well..." I start, trailing off purposely

"Well?"

"I don't know, show me again" I say before pulling her down to meet her lips with mine and I feel her smile against my lips before returning the kiss

Now this is what I'm talking about.

It seems like no matter how many times she kisses me right now, I would want it to just go on.

Cause it feels so good.

To have her so close to me like this, kissing me so tenderly like this.