XXI - TAKING IN *ALL THAT SHIT*

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June 17, 2019

STAR'S POV

"Shut the fuck up, She's fucking hot" Logan says and I roll my eyes

"She's alright" I say "don't exaggerate it"

"How the fuck I put up with you, I don't know" she says with a shake of her head

"Shut up" I say with a smile

"Bitch" she says with a smile equally on her face, taking my hand in hers

I look at her, getting lost in her eyes and I just sit in front of her. "What?" She asks and I shake my head

"Nothing" I say

"Weirdo" she says and I roll my eyes playfully

We stay silent for a while, her eyes down at her phone as she used her free hand to type.

"Logan?" I call and she looks up at me

"Hmm?"

"I was wondering, are we, like, dating now or something?" I ask and a chuckle leaves her lips

"Fuck you mean dating? Of course not" she says and it felt like my brain shut down for like 5 seconds before coming back on again

"Excuse me?" I ask taking my hand away from hers

"I said we are not dating" she says more clearly and I nod slowly

"Um...yeah but are we going to?"

"Why do we have to? Isn't this enough?" She asks and I can't help the frown on my face

"What do you mean isn't this enough? Isn't what enough?" I ask sincerely confused

"Well, I mean I like you and you like me, isn't that okay? Why do we need anything else?" She asks and I blink twice trying to understand what she is saying

"So if we're not dating then what happens?" I ask

"What happens? I don't understand. What needs to?" She asks

" Lemme just...are you saying you don't want us to be together?" I ask and she frowns

"We are together, living in this house" she says

"Can you be serious with me? You know what I mean"

"Come on, why are you bringing this up? You already know how I feel" she says

"What?"

"Jesus, Star, please don't do this" she says "you already know I don't fuck with relationships like that"

"You don't fuck with relationships like that?" I ask with a scoff

"I told you from the beginning right? I don't do girlfriends or whatever the fuck you want to be, I don't fuck with commitment and all that shit" she says

"Yeah but I thought all that changed" I say and she sighs

"And why would it? Cause of you?" She asks

Ouch

"I hoped so"

"Come on, that's not how things work Star. I can't just change who I am" she says pushing her hair away from her face

"So...what exactly are you saying?"

"I'm saying I can't be with you like that. I don't want a label between us, I want none of that shit" she says and I take in a breath, doing everything to control myself

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