June 1, 2018
STAR'S POV
It's a few minutes of pacing back and forth down the hall before I finally muster the courage to stand in front of Logan's bedroom door. I take a breath as I fold my fingers into a fist to knock on the door.
"This is childish, why am I scared? She's not some monster...it's not like she can kill me or tear me apart for asking" I murmur to myself "I hope" I add immediately after my sentence
I finally knock after two more minutes of giving myself a pep talk. I press my ear against the door when I hear nothing for a while and I'm about to knock again when the door opens and I stumble into the room
I quickly get a grip on myself before I meet myself face down on the floor. I clear my throat and turn around meeting puckered brows and a blank expression.
"Hi" I say with a clear of my throat
"What do you want? " she asks shutting the door and walking over to her dressing table
I'll just imagine she said hey.
"Well..."
"Well?"
"It's totally okay if you refuse and say no but I was um...wondering if you could, well if we could go out?" I ask
"Go out?" She turns to look at me and I gulp
She's a human like you, not a fucking monster, stop being so scared. I scold myself
"I mean it's been kind of boring staying home for so long" I say "Not that I'm complaining about the house or anything, I just...you know?"
To be honest, staying home had given me time to try finding a job. I'd used the time to send out my resume and fill out many job applications hoping I get one but it was getting tiring and boring really quick.
Not being the most social of butterflies, I didn't have a lot of friends to reach and go out with and I'm not trying to make new ones either ergo my staying home for two weeks straight.
It would be better if I could even have a conversation with Logan but for the past week she had not been home and had come back just some days so I had practically been living alone.
Not that, I'm not used to that.
"You want me to take you out?" she asks stepping away from the dressing table and walking towards me
"Well if it's not too..too much trouble for you" I say quietly, feeling even more nervous than I was when I entered the room at first
I just can't help but strongly feel and be enveloped in the intimidating air that just wafts around her. She looks like she can fuck up a bitch.
She doesn't say anything and just moves closer to me and subconsciously I take a step back with every one she takes forward
Is this the day I die?
"You don't have to if you don't want to. I mean...its not important, we can go some other.." I trail off as my legs hit the bed causing me to sit down "time" I complete as she reaches me and leans down till I'm laying down on the bed with her above me
"What will you do in return? " she asks a smirk suddenly appearing on her face
"In...return?" I ask
"Well yeah, shouldn't you return the favor?" she asks again her eyes not leaving mine
"I...I guess. What do you want in return?" I ask my heart beating faster than usual. I might just die out of fear and nervousness
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