42 - TAKING IN *YOU FEEL WARM*

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STAR'S POV

"Why do you sound like you are sad?" My grandmother asks and I sigh, laying down on the couch

"Cause I let a really stupid thing happen today" I say

"What happened? You know you can always talk to me right?"

"I know"

"So tell me, what happened today?" She asks and I sigh yet again

"Well... there's this person that's really nice to me but...she's really bad for me too" I start "I think I like her" I say quietly

"You like her but she's bad for you?" She asks and I nod

"Yeah"

"How so?"

"Well, she's pretty popular with women and she doesn't like me that way either so I'm really risking a heartbreak by having feelings for her" I say

"Does she know you like her?"

"No, I don't think so"

"Then how do you know she doesn't like you?" She asks and I pause, not sure how to answer

"Well...I mean she doesn't seem like she does. Besides, she's always calling me annoying" I frown

"You said she's really nice to you though"

"She is. She's really sweet and kind and pretty..." I trail off as I start going off topic

I really have to gloat about her don't I?

"But she doesn't like me like that. It took a while before she even started seeing me as a friend" I say, turning on the couch and hugging the pillow to myself while keeping my phone pressed to my ear with my other hand

"She must be a good person if you like her right?"

"She is"

"Then I think you shouldn't just assume she doesn't feel the same way"

"But..."

"If you like her, why not just tell her?" She says and I sit up almost immediately

"What?! I can't do that, why would I do that?" I ask, taken aback by her suggestion

"Well if you tell her, then she'll also tell you how she feels and then you'll know for sure" she says

"I'm not doing that. Imagine the humiliation when she rejects me. She's cruel enough to laugh in my face once I tell her how I feel"

"That's not a very nice thing to do. Are you sure she's a good person?" She asks and I sigh

God, she's so innocent and simple.

Just be straight with how you feel.

Yeah right.

This is Logan we're talking about. Not someone like Kira.

No, Logan.

I'm not interested in getting ridiculed.

"She is, Mrs Kingsley but...I don't know. She's nice but she's also mean, I don't know but I can't anyways" I say, not sure how to even explain Logan's personality to her

"I still think you should tell her how you feel if you really like her. If she really is a good person and if she makes you happy, then why not go for it?" She asks

"I'd have to be as courageous as you then. You're so simple and brave and just go for things but unfortunately I am not like that. Sometimes I can't even think around her, talk more of confessing my feelings"

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