"Connor..." she whispers and very slowly opens her eyes.
Though she tried to hold it back, a really big smile crept up her face as soon as she saw him.
"Connor." she sighs, again. "Hi."
"Hi, Love."
Her smile manages to get bigger while she shuffled closer to him and gives a quick peck on the lips. Then his forehead, then his cheeks, then his neck, and then back to his lips.
He started to kiss her back, their legs tangled and entwined with one another.
The kiss was getting heated and they both knew they were in the mood to do what they did last night again, but they couldn't.
"Mmm Y/N, Sweetheart. W-We-" he kisses her deeply as he speaks.
"I... h-have to bring you... back home."
The kiss stops.
"I know," she whispered, her lips still lingering on his. "...Don't wanna leave."
He smiles then chuckles lightly in response.
The two both lazily get out of the bed, fix up their appearances, and got into Y/N's car.
Connor had insisted on driving Y/N home.
As they begin their drive, Connor takes his right hand off of the wheel and gently held Y/N's left.
She smiles to herself but then, out of nowhere her mind fills up with thoughts. Bad thoughts.
How long are you going to keep this up?
She didn't want to see Markus after what she and Connor did the night before.
"Y/N. You just had a spike of cortisol, a stress hormone. Why are you stressed?" he asked, after scanning her at a stoplight.
She looks up at him, still holding his hand.
"I'm fi-"
"Y/N, don't. Tell me, please," he pleads while he returns his eyes to the road ahead of him.
"I just..." she runs a thumb across his knuckles.
"I don't want to see him. God... if anyone finds out that we-" she stops herself.
"Do... do you regret what we did?"
He tried to hide the shakiness in his voice but failed miserably.
"Not at all! I didn't mean it that way," she quickly replies and holds his hand tighter.
"Do you regret what you s-said to me... when you said you... l-loved me and wanted to be with me?" he curses himself for stuttering as he drives the car faster.
"No! I meant everything I did and said last night," she says truthfully while this time, Connor let's go of Y/N's hand.
He doesn't respond to her and an uncomfortable silence fills the car. Y/N and Connor have almost never felt uncomfortable around each other.
Gratefully, the silence doesn't last very long when Connor parks in Y/N's driveway.
"We have arrived. I'm going to work from here. Your keys are located in the ignition," he says robotically, about to exit the vehicle.
She grabs his wrist from the passenger's seat before he can leave.
"Connor, please. Don't just leave like this," she whispers.
"Then why don't you want 'anyone to find out?' Are you embarrassed by me or something?" he raises his voice.
"No, Connor, I'm not! I don't want people to know because I'm still m-married Connor, even though I don't want to be! If anyone finds out then they're going to tell Markus and they're all going to think you're the 'bad guy,' Connor. Everyone who finds out will think you 'made me' do that with you when we both know that's not what happened. I don't want people to think of you differently."
The androids face relaxes.
"I-I'm sorry, Y/N," he looks into her eyes and brings his hands up to touch her face.
"It's okay, Connor. I-I'm just... scared," she half-smiles.
He leans over and kisses her, which takes her by surprise but sends a wave of relief through her body.
"I love you."
"I love you more," he smiles as their kiss ends.
She giggles and they eventually exchange goodbyes before Y/N gets out of her car and Connor starts to walk to work.
Slowly, she walks to her front door with a smile on her face. Before she can unlock the door however, one thought keeps repeating in her head.
'You're a cheater."
Her hands shake as her nerves get the best of her. She can't seem to make them stop.
She looks down at her hands then furrows her eyebrows while she whispers to herself.
"I-I... I'm a cheater."
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