Chapter 10

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Kellin's POV

I was still in my bunk crying my eyes out when someone knocked at the door.

It can't be the guys back. They would get in without knocking. I hopped out of my bunk and headed to the front to open the door for whoever was there.

I opened the door to see Vic standing there with Mike behind him. "Kellin I-" I didn't let him talk. I closed the door straight away.

"Kellin, please I know you saw me back there. Please let me explain what happened!" Vic was yelling from outside.

"I don't care what you have to say Vic. I don't want to hear you. Just leave me alone!" I yelled back. I can't believe he has the nerve to come here after what he did.

"Kellin you know I can't do that. I need you to hear what I have to say. I can explain everything! Just please let me in! Please Kellin!" His voice was pleading but I don't care. I don't want to see him. I don't want to hear his lies.

"I don't care Vic! I want you to leave me alone!" I yelled back and went back to my bunk.

This is killing me. I want to run back to his arms but I don't want to be his joke anymore.

It went like that for I don't know how long. He didn't stop begging me to let him in, but I didn't budge. I really don't want to see him, it'll just make it worse.

In the end I guess he got tired of not having any answer from me and left. Leaving me to cry myself to sleep.


"Kellin get the fuck out of bed! We have sound check!" I woke up to Justin yelling at me. I feel like shit and probably look like it.

I don't want to get up. I don't want anyone to see me like this. They are going to ask what happened and I don't want to tell them.

"Kellin, we're leaving and you better be there in five minutes if you don't want me to come back here for you!" Justin yelled again and I heard the door close.

Good. I just need some minutes to make myself look presentable at least. I hopped out of my bunk, grabbed some clean clothes and went to the bathroom.

I did look like shit. I was staring at my reflection in the mirror. I have bloodshot eyes from all the crying and a killer headache.

I sighed and washed my face. I changed into the clothes I brought with me and with one last look over myself I walked out of the bathroom.

Okay Kellin. Just act like your normal self in front of them. You can be miserable all you want when you're alone. I thought to myself walking out of my bus.

As I stepped foot out of the bus I regretted instantly. Just my luck, Vic was there waiting for me.

"Kellin, I know you're mad at me but please let me explain what happened last night." He pleaded again. I could see his eyes were bloodshot and he looked tired. Was he crying? Ugh drop it Kellin he's a liar.

"Save it Vic. I don't want to hear it." I said and went to walk past him, but he stopped me.

"Please Kellin. Please hear me out." His voice was desperate now. I know I will regret this but one part of me wants to hear what he has to say.

"Fine. Talk." I said sounding a bit harsh.

"Kellin last night I know you saw me kissing that girl. But I swear to god I didn't know it was a girl. I thought it was you because it was dark and her hair looked just like yours. I pulled away to see it wasn't you but a girl. She was also shocked when she saw me because she thought I was her boyfriend. Kellin I swear I didn't kiss her. In fact she was the one who kissed me. Please Kellin you have to believe me. I'm telling you the truth." He said.

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