Chapter 4

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Vic's POV

The next morning I woke up and heard some "whispering" coming from the front of the bus.

"Do you think he told him last night?" This was my brother talking. But who's he talking to? It can only be Tony or Jaime though.

"I don't think so." Tony.

"How do you know? We weren't with them all the time and they came back earlier than the rest of us. They could have talked while they were alone." Mike said. Wait, what are they talking about?

"No, Mike. Vic didn't seem ready to tell him about it last time we talked." Tony said. Ugh this again. I already told them I would tell Kellin when I'm ready.

"But Tony, they slept together. They're cuddling for fucks sake!" Wait what? Cuddling? Who's cuddling? I was about to move when I noticed I wasn't alone in my buck. I turned to see Kellin was here with me.

Oh my god! I'm cuddling with Kellin Quinn! The love of my life is here with me! And we're cuddling!

I was probably smiling like an idiot and I could tell I was blushing too, but can you blame? This was like a dream to me.

Then I remembered the reason why all of this happened. Kellin was drunk last night. That was the reason he asked me to stay.

Reality it's a bitch.

I manage to get out of my bunk without waking Kellin up. Surprisingly I don't have a hangover. I walked out to the front part of the bus to see Mike and Tony still whisper talking.

"Morning." I said to both of them.

"Oh and Mike, to answer to your question, no. I didn't tell Kellin anything last night. Kellin wasn't feeling good when we were at the club and he told me he wanted to come back. I didn't want him to come back alone so I came with him. He was wasted and sick, that's why he asked me to stay with him. That's the reason we slept together." I told them sitting next to Mike on the small couch.

"If I had told him anything last night, he wouldn't remember it anyway." I said.

"How do you know he won't remember what happened last night?" Mike asked.

"Because... I don't know Mike." That's a good question. What if Kellin do remembers last night? It was nothing though. We just slept in the same bunk. Nothing that friends wouldn't do.

"If he does remember, you should take the chance and tell him how you feel." Ugh! Mike can be a real pain in the ass when he wants to.

"Mike, I'm scared to telling him I'm gay and you want me to tell him I'm in love with him!?" I whisper yelled at him.

Man! Isn't easy to tell your best friend you're gay plus you're in love with him.

"Vic, I think Kellin isn't as straight as you think he is." Okay. It's official now, Mike's delusional.

"What?" I asked looking at him like he was crazy.

"What Mike's trying to say is, last night when we came back here I went to see if you were in your bunk. I saw you were sleeping with Kellin in there, Mike came with me and when we were about to close your curtain again we heard Kellin said 'I love you' and he was smiling cuddling with you." Tony said calmly.

Did Kellin really said that? "But he was drunk. What makes you think he was talking about me?" I don't want to take my hopes up. He could have been dreaming for all we know.

"Because when he said that he was snuggling closer to you and was smiling at the same time. I can tell he was talking about you." Tony said, again calmly but with a serious tone.

"I think you should tell him, Vic." Mike insisted. Sometimes he likes to take the roll of the big brother and when it's about my love life he is even worse.

"I guess you're right. I'll tell him later." I sighed. They nodded and Mike was grinning. Why is he so happy? This could ruin my friendship with Kellin!

"Um where's Jaime?" I asked. I don't see him around. "He went out to buy food." Mike said standing up going to the kitchen.

"Okay. I'm gonna go take a shower." I said going to the bathroom. I need to think. How the fuck am I going to tell Kellin I love him?

"I'm fucked."

Kellin's POV

I woke up with a massive headache. "Ugh." I said rolling on the bed. Wait, Where am I? Then it all hit me. I'm in Vic's bunk.

Holy shit I slept with Vic last night! But where did he go? Is he mad at me? Oh god. I hopped out of the bunk and instantly felt a certain dizziness. I fucking hate hangovers.

I walked to the front part of the bus to see only Mike and Tony were there. "Morning." I said to them sitting on the booth of the table.

"Morning. How's your head?" Tony asked.

"Pretty bad. I have a killer headache."

"Here." Mike said handing me some pills with a glass of water.

"Thanks." I said taking them. "How was the club last night?" I asked not wanting to have an awkward silence.

"It was pretty good. Everyone was wasted. We came back not much after you and Vic left." Tony said. I nodded in understatement.

"Where are Vic and Jaime?"

"Vic's in the shower and Jaime went to buy food." Just as Tony said that, Vic got out of the bathroom. Dear lord, he looks really good.

"Morning Kells. How are you feeling?" Fucking scared! I don't know how I'm going to explain what happened last night.

"Better. I have a killer headache though, but Mike over here gave me some magic pills and they're working pretty well." I said pointing to Mike.

"That's good. U-um Kellin, can I talk to you?" Fuck fuck fuck fuck he's going to tell me he hates me!

"We're going to help Jaime with the food. I think he got lost. He left a while ago." Tony said heading to the door with Mike following behind.

You can do this Kellin, just tell him the alcohol took control over you. Yeah that will work.

"I'm sorry about last night." I said shyly looking at my lap. Vic walked to where I was and took a seat next to me.

"It's okay Kellin. I'm not mad or anything for the matter." He said. I gathered the courage to look up at him in the eyes. I could see he was sincere but I could see there was something else... Fear? What's he afraid of?

"Kellin I need to tell you something." He said. I could tell he was really nervous so I nodded smiling as a reassurance for him to keep talking.

"Kellin I, uh, I-I'm g-gay."


Vic told Kellin he's gay! What do you guys think will happen now?

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