SOFTWARE INSTABILITIES. - Connor x Reader Oneshots || COMPLETED.

TWENTY-ONE: I Need You. [Part Two- Perfect.] |REQUESTED!|

Pain.
Markus' voice was faint while he yelled against the door for me to 'open it, or else he'd break it.'

It didn't faze me. I just pretended to not be able to hear him as I continued to stare blankly at the sky.

Regret.
I should've realized before I married him that he would turn out like this.

Thinking he could be as selfish as he pleased and no one would say anything about it because he was the "leader of the Revolution."

But for some reason I didn't notice.

While looking out of the window I noticed a bird fly through the clouds.

I wanted to feel free like that bird when it flew. Not as conflicted as I was at that moment.

Hate.
It disgusts me when he's like this. Because I know somewhere inside of him is a nice, kind hearted person. But that person just hasn't been showing lately.

He's more of a different person now.
It's... disgusting.

That's not a word you should describe your spouse with.

And...
more regret.
Suddenly, through the noise of Markus' fist on the door, the encounter I had with Connor crossed my mind.

I should've told him.

I should've told him who my heart actually belonged to.
He deserved to know.

Before I could think of more things to self-pity myself about, I heard a loud sound come from behind me, which caused me to turn around and was followed by the thump of my bedroom door falling down on the floor, off of its hinges.

"Markus, what the hell?"

"You wouldn't unlock the door," he said as if he did nothing wrong.

And this, ladies and gentlemen, is what pissed me all the way off.

"You know, Markus," I said with a chuckle. "I'm so fucking tired of this. Of you. And all of your complete bullshit! Why the hell am I getting treated like this on my wedding anniversary? Why have I sat here and let you deteriorate me? On 'the happiest day of my life'? I must be crazy," I scoffed.

I stood up and walked closer to him. So close that I was inches way from his face, as if disgust was radiating off of me and I wanted him to feel it.

"Well you-"

"Will you shut up?! Stop talking! Stop. You don't get to defend yourself. Markus, you just broke our door down. For what? So you could stand in front of me and piss me off, cause it's certainly working?! You know what, that's it. I'm so tired. Tired of speaking. Tired of... everything..." my voice softened towards the end of my sentence as I felt myself about to cry for the millionth time today as I refused to look him in the eyes.

"I'm... I'm pissing you off? You've been gone for hours to anywhere in Detroit, while I sat here, worried about where you were, then you want to walk back here and give me an attitude like I did something wrong!" he spoke sternly while his different colored eyes roamed my face.

"You let her stay here, today, without fucking telling me! I think that's what you did wrong!" I looked at him, my face a bit wet from the tears that began to flow, and I began to walk around the room quickly running my hands through my hair out of stress.

"She needed me!"

"I need you!" I screamed at him.
He wasn't getting it.
"I need someone that loves me! That cares about me. God, you're so ignorant! You care more about her than me! You pretend you've been worried about how long I've been gone today but you didn't call or text me! Not once. And it doesn't even take any effort, because you use your goddamn mind to text! But no, you weren't even worried enough to do that. But, oh, of course you were fucking worried about North and how she was feeling today!"