Chapter 25- Trying New things

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Amelia's P.O.V

I have never felt this nervous before. How am I gonna be when I actually lose my virginity when learning to please him is making me this nervous. I decided to go with instincts which up until this moment seemed to be working I am assuming with the noises falling from his lips...with his um...excitement against me. I could feel my hands shaking as we kissed.

"Amelia I can feel your hands shaking, maybe you aint ready to this." He whispered softly pulling away from the kiss

"I am...promise." I replied

He studied me for a moment before nodding his head. I let our lips meet in a heated kiss again, this time I let my shaking hand slide between our bodies. I liked the feel of his warm, soft skin below my fingertips. I feel his body shudder below me, the shudder getting stronger the closer I got to his jeans, I undone the button and the zip. I placed my hand just above the band of his jeans, taking a deep breath before moving down, sliding my hand into his jeans and rubbing him through his boxers

"Mmm." Ethan groaned against my lips

I done it again, a loud hiss soon falling from his lips, his hips arching into me. I decided I would go for it cause the longer I left it, the more nervous it will make me. I grabbed his jeans, pulling them down and allowing him to kick them off the rest of the way, soon doing the same with his boxers and for the first time ever I had a completely naked guy laying below me. I pressed myself against his now naked body, the feeling of it all new but I liked it...I like his skin pressed against mine. I removed my lips from his, placing them on his neck, keeping the trail of kisses slow and gentle, Ethan's fingers wrapping in my hair, groaning. I giggled hearing him and decided it was time to get him back for giving me a hickey. I gently sucked on his neck for a few moments before pulling away and giggling

"You just gave me a hickey didn't you." He chuckled

"Yup. Payback." I giggled

He used his hands to bring my face back to his, our lips meeting again. I tugged his lower lip between my teeth, making him growl slightly before he pushed his tongue into my mouth. I let out a loud moan as our tongues began dancing together...meeting in sync. Ethan ran his hand down my back, his fingers fiddling with the clip of bra and I never stopped him, he was soon undoing the clips, sliding the straps down my arms, pulling it from my body and putting it on the floor. The kissing soon becoming very passionate...very heated as we lay there making out. I could feel his excitement press between my legs and I started rolling my hips into him causing friction between us. It was causing those feelings to take over my body again, the feelings I have now learned are feelings I get cause I am turned on.

I slid my hands between our bodies again, this time stroking him without any material between us.

"Shit!" he mumbled out

I stroked him a couple of times and I was OK with then but then my nerves came back. Ethan must have sensed that cause he placed his hands over mine, wrapping my fingers around his length and helped me guide my hand up and down him.

"Just like that baby." He moaned, removing his hand from mine

I soon got the hang of things, guiding my hand up and down, starting slowly before speeding my hands up, and running my finger over the tip. I looked at him, making sure he was enjoying it. His eyes were closed over, his head was back and there was grunts and groans coming from his lips, I would say he was enjoying it.

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Ethan lay below me, panting loudly

"Was that OK?" I whispered shyly

"Mmm yes baby." He managed to mumble out "You got me to my end so yes it was great." He added eventually opening his eyes and looking up at me

His cheeks were flushed a dark shade of red and he has a smirk playing on his lips.

"I guess I did uh?" I giggled nervously

Ethan chuckled, nodding his head before getting up on his elbow and looked up at me, winking. I felt my cheeks heat up, giggling again. He reached in pecking my lips. I excused myself, pulling his tee over me and headed to the bathroom to clean myself up before making my way back through to him, Ethan doing the same after me but as soon as he was back in bed he pulled me into him, wrapping his arms around me. I snuggled into him, smiling as I did. I liked the way I fitted with him.

"Ethan?" I whispered

"Yeah baby?" he asked looking down at me

"You didn't just tell me that was OK to make me feel better did you?" I asked

Ethan shook his head, pushing me onto my back and climbing on top of me

"Amelia listen to me OK? I did not just tell you that to make you feel better baby OK? I meant it. I enjoyed it...I like you doing that to me. Please stop worrying about everything OK?" He said softly, pushing my hair away from my eyes

"I will try." I smiled

"Good." He chuckled, reaching down and kissing me "Now I would really like to return the favour." He added as he pulled away from my lips for a moment "Well if that is alright with you anyway?" he said

"Yes please." I found myself moan out

Oh my was not quite expecting that to fall from my lips but it would maybe stop the feelings between my thighs and in my stomach.

"Mmm baby you a little turned on?" he said smirking

I felt my full face heat up when he said that but managed to nod my head

"Well then I better fix that uh?" he said

"Yes, stop teasing." I giggled

He nodded, his lips falling against mine again. I was excited to feel those feelings again cause I enjoyed it last time and the fact that it was with Ethan made me want it ever more. He was changing me in way...good ways I mean. He is making me feel more confident and open about things...things most people my age were doing and that was OK because it was with him. 

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