Chapter 15- Sharing feelings and spending the night

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Amelia's P.O.V

It was after midnight, Ethan and I had spent the last couple of hours walking around the lake, his fingers not letting go of mine once but it was getting late and cold, I knew I would need to head back soon, even though that was the last thing I wanted to do.

"Come on let's head back to the car, it will be warmer. I am stealing you for another hour then I will take you home OK?" He said

"OK. Yes it is getting pretty cold now." I smiled, leaning my head on his shoulder as we made our way back to the car

Ethan and I climbed into the backseat of his car, least that way we were still close and could still talk. Ethan rested back on the seat, patting his lap. I looked at him, raising my brow not quite sure what he was wanting from me. Ethan laughed

"I mean for you head Amelia." He said "Make you more comfortable." He added smiling

"Oh...Ok." I giggled

I shifted myself, placing my head on his lap. Ethan placed his hand over my chest, linking our fingers together once again. He reached down, giving my lips a quick peck before pulling away and letting out a sigh.

"Ethan is everything OK?" I asked, sensing something was not right

"Honestly I don't know. I am trying to work out what this is...what I want us to be. Amelia I have never liked someone quite the way I find myself liking you and that terrifies me, I aint gonna lie about that." He said, stroking my hand with his thumb

"It's OK, it scares me too Ethan. I can't make sense of it all. My body...my mind and my heart does strange things when you are close to me." I said timidly

I was not sure if I should be saying these things to him. I knew the kind of boy he was and me telling me these things may make him run for the hills and I wouldn't blame him. All this was new to me and I couldn't get my head around.

Ethan fell silent, looking down at me. I could not read what he was feeling or thinking. Maybe I should have kept my mouth shut. I went to move away from him

"Sorry, I shouldn't have said all that." I whimpered out

Ethan grabbed me, stopping me from moving and pulled me onto his lap instead, placing his hands securely around my waist. He reached in, taking my face between his hands and rested his forehead against mine

"No I like that you told me all that Amelia. You are usually very shy when it comes to opening up to me Amelia. I am glad that you now feel comfortable enough around me to tell me these things." He smiled

"You are?" I said

Ethan nodded, reaching in and placing his lips over mine, gently. I let out a small moan, wrapping my arms around his chest and kissed him back the same way. I shivered as he traced my back his fingertips. Ethan pulled away from my lips, moving his lips to my neck. He placed soft butterfly like kisses on the skin of my neck. I wrapped my fingers in his hair, soft moans falling from my lips as he explored my neck. He moved his lips from my neck, down to my throat placing the same sort of kisses there too. I closed my eyes over, my moaning a little louder as my head fell back, giving him better access. I loved the feeling of his lips caressing my skin.

"Beautiful." He mumbled against my skin

Ethan let his hands wonder over my back, hips and ass. Every kiss from his lips...every touch of his hands was driving me crazy, making every part of my body shiver. I leant forward wanting to feel his lips against mine. I pressed my lips hard against his, sliding my hands under his tee, letting my fingertips trace the skin of his chest and stomach, his muscles tensing as I did. Ethan flipped me onto my back, his body towering over the top of mine, looking down at me, his eyes seeming a little darker than usual. He let out a throaty groan before his lips crashed against mine in a passionate kiss. He ran his hand up my right thigh, gripping it and hooking it around his waist, pressing his body tightly against mine, I could feel every part of his body against my own. His kiss became more frantic, forcing his tongue between my lips...into my mouth, his tongue moving against mine. I never even hesitated for a moment, giving him full access to my mouth, moving my tongue with his.

Ethan ground his hips against mine, making us both moan loudly in sync with one and other. I wrapped my other leg around his waist, grounding my hips into his, the same time he done to me. I could feel the friction between us...could feel his excitement press against me and I could feel my own excitement between my leg, a feeling that I have become familiar with these last few days. The car was silent, only sounds you could hear was the soft moans from my lips...the groans from his. We were soon in a heated make out session in the backseat of car, neither of us seeming in any rush to stop what was happening but I knew my limits and I hope he knew them too.

Ethan was first to pull away from my lips but keeping his body close to mine. I slowly opened my eyes to look at him, I could see his chest heaving and his cheeks were flushed and he had the most beautiful smile on his lips

"We should stop." He chuckled

"Yes I think you may be right." I giggled

He reached in, kissing my lips quickly before moving off me, sitting up and giving me a hand to do the same. I closed my eyes, taking a few deep breaths trying to calm my body and my heart down

"Amelia come and stay with me tonight, I will make sure you are back first thing." He said

"What? I don't know, is that such a good idea?" I asked, chewing on the inside of my cheek, a nervous habit of mine

"I only mean to sleep I promise. My parents are out of town anyway and to be honest I am fed up being in that house myself every other night." he said looking at me, a hopeful look in his eyes "I will drop you back about 8am, if anyone catches you, just tell them you went for a morning walk." He added

I knew it was not the best idea, in case I get caught...in case Ethan and I get caught but I couldn't resist him. I wanted to spent my time with him...my nights next to him which to me sounds crazy but I can't help how I feel.

"OK. I will come stay with you." I smiled widely

"Thank you." He said matching my smile "We should go back and get some sleep." He added

Ethan and I headed to his place, the place was huge. I was nervous, being completely alone with him in a house, at my Aunt's her or Matt are usually there...giving us reason to be careful and not lose control but being completely alone with him, that will be a challenge.

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Hello, 

How we all doing today? I hope you enjoyed it. 

I am sorry I am not updating as much as i should be...as much as I usually do, just a lot going on. 

Emma  

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