SOFTWARE INSTABILITIES. - Connor x Reader Oneshots || COMPLETED.

SIX: Heartbroken. [Part 2- I Forgive You.]

He downloaded a video onto my tablet.
"What the hell are you doing?"
I still need to change that password from our old anniversary date.

"Y/N. Watch it," he said sternly while walking behind me.
"No!" I moved my head away from the screen.

He grabbed my head and forced it to face the screen.

"Get off of me!"
"Nope. Press play," he still spoke sternly.

I pressed play and I watched the video, my neck tense because he's still touching me with his cheating hands.

The video started off with Connor's interrogation with that sex android.

"I don't need to watch this," I was about to stop the video until he yelled,
"Don't. Touch. The. Screen. Y/N. Just watch it!"

"Ugh! Fine, whatever."

The video shows the end of the interrogation, and Connor trying to show the Traci out.
The android suddenly pinned him the wall and started speaking to him inappropriately.

I relaxed my neck and he let go of my face, me now voluntarily watching the video.

I could hear everything that he was thinking about while he was begging her to stop. He thought about how he hated everything about the situation.

Wait...

I saw everything. From when he was going to shoot her, to when she probed his memories.

...he never wanted this...

I saw when I came home, and how he felt when I cried and slapped him.

The video fast forwarded to when he reached Hank's house and repeated my harsh words to him. This video showed me each time Connor cried which was at least twice every day. It was like he entered a depression. All because I didn't believe him when he was telling the truth the entire time.

The video ended. The proof that I was wrong and he was right.

"L-Listen... Connor-"

He made me turn around and face him, and he had tears in his eyes. I didn't even notice he was crying while I was watching the video.

"No, Y/N! You listen! All I did was listen to you but you didn't listen to me! For t-two weeks I sat, miserable, without you. Do you know how h-hard that was for me? To be without you?! These two weeks were like forever. 14 days. 336 hours. 20,160 minutes. 1,209,600 seconds, Y/N! I couldn't stand to being without you! And it's sad that I had to prove it to you and that you couldn't just trust me! I would never hurt you, and I thought you knew that!" he yelled, now telling me how he felt.

"Connor, I'm sorry... I-"

"See that's what I've been saying, 'I'm sorry Y/N', 'I didn't want this to happen Y/N', 'please a-answer me, Y/N!' I've been trying to apologize for something I didn't even do just so I can have you back! You're the only person in the world I care this much about next to Hank, so why would I do that to you? Why would you think that?! You just didn't listen!"

"I-I..."

"See, do you finally understand Y/N? I love you! There, I said it, and I mean it, I love you and only you. I don't want anyone in the world but you! These past two weeks tore me apart because I wanted to with the one person that I love! I live for you, I breathe for you, I'd die for you or kill for you and just you! Not just any Traci, but you, Y/N! D-Do you get it now?!" he told me with his brown eyes wide, tears streaming out of chocolate pools, holding my shoulders and shaking a lot.

I stared at him, my eyes also wide, in shock.

He said it. He loves me.
He exhaled, let go of my shoulders and then said,
"But I told you, once I play the video I'll leav-"
beginning to walk to the door.

"No!" I shouted.
"Don't leave me, please! I'm sorry! I'm sorry I didn't listen, I'm sorry I didn't answer your messages or calls, I'm so sorry! Just don't go! Please?! I love you too! More than anything! I missed you too! I've been thinking about you every day! I'm sorry, Connor! Just please don't go..."
I felt my eyes start to sting with tears.

He hugged me tight, in response and kissed my forehead as we both cried.

"I'm s-so sorry, C-Connor."
"It's okay, Y/N."

"No, it's not," I sobbed into his chest.
"Shh, Babe, y-yes it is," he whispered to me while running his fingers through my H/L, H/C hair. (H/L= hair length & H/C= hair color)

"I need you to tell me that everything is okay. I need you to tell me that you love me. I need you to tell me that you won't leave me again."

"I promise that everything is okay. I will never leave you again and I will never hurt you because I love you," he pulled back and looked into my E/C eyes.

"Connor, Sweetheart?" I put my head back into his chest. It was comfortable there.
"Yes, Y/N?"
"I need you to tell me that you forgive me."

He lifted up my face and kissed me slowly.

He spoke into the kiss and told me truthfully,

"I forgive you."

GODDAMNIT WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF

FUCK MAN

WHY HAS THIS CHAPTER EMOTIONALLY IMPACTED MORE THAN THE READERS (probably)

ALSO

SERIOUSLY ME? ANOTHER CHAPTER THAT'S ALMOST 3,000 WORDS
THATS UNNECESSARY

A N D
WHO IS THIS?
IM UPLOADING TWO DAYS IN A ROW? WhAt?!

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