Chapter 50

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by demisclique

by demisclique

Demi's P.O.V

After mum dropped me off i went straight up to my room, i mean where else could i go that there will be no people?

This is my house afterall and i cant even walk around naked - nah im joking, but i cant go around my own house because it's filled with people who hate me

aint that just fab.

They can have the house for themselves tonight,i need more studio time anyway or any work time, i've took wayyy too long off, i haven't tweeted in like 3 days either...wouldn't be surpriseed if my lovatics hated me too

i need to get out of this house

Getting my phone of my desk and my lyric book out the top drawer, i made my way down stairs, the quietness in the house worrying me. I went through to the kitchen too see where everyone had gotten to but mainly to get my car keys and saw mum and Mar talking outside

The patio doors were open so being the nosey bitch i am, i decided to listen in, my house afterall anyway

"It's just everything with Demi, like I try so hard to help her but it seems like it goes to waste and here I am looking after Maddie and don't get me wrong I love Maddie, she's basically my sister too but it's not my responsibility and I don't know what Demi told you but we're meant to be dating but I dont know anymore if I can still do this"

Wait - she's seriously considering not even trying us out? If she is going to give up within a couple of days then how the hell did she expect us to last in the long run?

"Is that really how you feel?" i asked, glaring at the two of them, my voice laced in anger but it was the only thing i could do to keep it from cracking

They both took a second to look at each other but that was enough for me to leave, slamming the new doors in the process

i got out the front door and into the garage, i had just closed the car door before it was opened again

"Marissa, fuck off." i growled at her, trying to shut the door

She climbed onto me, straddling my waist and closed the door behind her "Now you have to litsen to me. Demi i love you more than anything okay? I love you so fucking much but i can't help you, you've said so many times that the only person who can save you is yourself so take your own advice. We're always here when you need us but you need to tell us, it's all down to you Demi."

She softly pressed her llips against mine before getting off of me and out of my car

"It's your call D, you know where we are if you need us."

The door closed behind her but i stayed where i was with my head burried in my hands, why the fuck is life so complicated?

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