Chapter 39

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by demisclique

by demisclique

Maddie's P.O.V

"MADDIE THERE'S SOMEONE ON THE PHONE FOR YOU"

So much for a long lie, right?

"WELL TELL THEM TO PISS OFF" I shouted back, huddling back under the covers

I heard my door swing open "They said its really important" she said handing the phone to me

"Hello?" I mumbled tiredly into the phone

"Um hey Maddie"

That voice made me sit bolt upright "what the fuck do you want Sammy" I snarled into the phone, my tone immediately made Demi's head snap up and she was now watching me intently

"Just let me apologise, I didn't mean anything yesterday, I was annoyed at everyone I didn't mean to take it out on you and I take back every word I said, im sorry" she begged

"So first of all you don't fucking talk to me for nearly a week then when I do see you, you act like that, you know what? fuck you"

"I'm sorry" she basically sobbed

"Sorry isn't going to cut it"

I threw the phone at the wall and stormed into the bathroom, slamming the door behind me

I heard a knock on door "Maddie? Come out and talk to me baby" she begged, I could hear how worried she was but I didn't care, I needed a release

Wait no. I can't break my clean because of her

Flashback

"Sammy?" I questioned to the pink haired girl walking in front of me

"Oh um hi" she stuttered as she turned around to face me, nervously scratching the back of the neck

I went to reply but she cut me off "Look can you stop talking to me for good? I don't love you sorry but you creep me out to the point where I don't want to be around you"

End of flashback

I started screaming trying to shake the memories from my head

Before I knew it I was running the blade over my wrist, enjoying watching the blood pop up in little drops

I was mesmerised watching the blood trickle down my arm, i forgot all about Demi crying on the other side of the other side of the door until it swung open hitting the wall

"BABY" she screamed running to me dropping to her knees trying to get the blade from me, which filled me with anxiety

"M-Marissa, I-I-I want Marissa" I sobbed while trying to gasp for air

As if on cue Mar came running through the door, she knelt down beside me, prying the blade from my hand, cutting her in the progress

I lunged for Marissa, wrapping my arms around her, shaking uncontrollably trying to steady my breathing

I looked up to see Demi backing slowly out of the room, the hurt in her eyes said everything.

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Can I just say happy Father's Day to my Dad, crazy thinking its been 10 years but god only takes the best right? Rip daddy💖

But anyway hope you're all good and vote, comment and follow

I asked last chapter who y'all want Maddie to date and it was either Drew or Bea, I don't know anything about Bea bc she isn't know in Scotland soo idk

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