[Her] Beautiful Dream [BTS Fanfiction] ✓

LVIII

Chapter Fifty-eight

Halos mapatalon ako sa gulat nang tumunog ang phone ko sa kalagitnaan ng malalim na takbo ng isip ko. I saw familiar numbers on the screen. Matutuwa na sana ako nang makita ko ang country code ng mga numero ngunit ang combination ay hindi ang eksaktong mga numerong inaasahan ko.

I gritted my teeth as I hardly clutched my phone. This man didn't really have any plans on leaving me alone. Hindi ko alam kung bakit pinaglalaruan niya ako ng ganito. His life didn't seem so boring. Hindi ko rin masabi kung kulang lang ba siya sa pansin kaya kinukuha niya ang pansin ng lahat gamit ako.

If he planned to look for entertainment, well I was not free. I had my own life to protect, crap, I had people to protect! I didn't know what I would do to Jiro if Jimin got mad at me! I would burn him!

I angrily swiped the button to the right and quickly drew my phone near my ear. "Stop messing with my life, Jiro!" I screamed in both frustration and rage, my chest quickly rising and falling for the harsh breathing.

["I e-expected that. I want to talk to you personally, Hanselle-ssi,"] malumanay na sagot niya mula sa kabilang linya na para bang hindi man lang naaapektuhan ng lahat ng mga nangyayari.

I loudly scoffed in disbelief, making sure he heard it. Hindi talaga ako makapaniwala. Only if he was here in front of me, I could have beat the hell out of him.

"And what made you think I'll talk to you?! I just barely convinced myself to answer your call!" sigaw kong muli. Sinong makakalimot na siya ang dahilan kung bakit nagkakaganito na naman ang takbo ng buhay ko? Fine, he could go and ruin my life but I couldn't forget that all this happening would lead to Jimin getting mad at me!

Would he even take responsibility for it?!

["Please. I want to talk to you before we leave Philippines…"] He pleaded in a hoarse voice and his voice sounded so desperate. ["Let's meet up, please."]

I annoyingly messed my hair, frustration bathing me all over again. Naguguluhan na ako sa mga nangyayari. I didn't even know how to get out of this mess anymore. I contemplated whether meeting Jiro would be a good idea or it would only make everything worst.

Pabagsak akong naupo sa gilid ng kama ko at bumuntong-hininga. Mahigpit kong hinawakan ang phone habang nag-iisip, parang gusto ko na namang maiyak dahil sa sobrang inis, pero naisip ko ring si Jiro lang ang makaka-ayos ng lahat ng ito. People would surely listen to him.

["Am I giving you a hard time?"] he asked, stupidly.

"Are you kidding me?! You're destroying my life! I didn't know what came into you that you really want crowd's attention but can you stop using me?! Just so you know, I have a life to protect!" galit kong sigaw dahil hindi na naman ako makapaniwalang tinanong niya iyon. Ang akala ba niya ay nasisiyahan ako sa mga nangyayari? Paano niya nagawang itanong sa akin iyon? Wala ba siyang ideya kung anong ginagawa niya sa buhay ko?!

Crap, I could even lose the love of my life because of all this!

["I'm sorry. I'm sincerely sorry, Hanselle-ssi. Please, just meet up with me."] His voice remained desperately soft.

Bakit naman kasi kailangan niyang gumawa ng mga isyung ganito?

Mariin akong pumikit at tahimik na ipinanalanging sana… sana tama ang desisyon ko. Hinawi ko ang pataas ang buhok ko nang dumilat ako at tumingala. This would be the last and I would do it for Jimin and for our relationship.

"Fine. Fine, Jiro! Once and for all!" pagsang-ayon ko. I then told him where he would meet me and when, and that he seriously needed to be careful.