[Her] Beautiful Dream [BTS Fanfiction] ✓

XI

Chapter Eleven

If this was once again one of my dreams, one of my awake dreaming, please, could somebody wake me up? I wouldn't kill, I promised. I just needed to get away from everything. I just wanted to escape all this. I just wanted to get my simple life back where there was chaos but no trouble.

My simple life where only seeing them on screen could make me happy, where only silently hoping for them could give me life and where only loving Jimin in silence could pleasure me. My life where no people wanting to invade my life and where no media wanting to meddle with my privacy. Just, my simple life.

I then asked myself, where did I go wrong? Mali ba ako ng choice na napili? Where did these all start? Noon bang napanood ko ang isa sa mga music videos ng BTS na siyang kumuha ng atensyon ko? O baka naman noong nag-uumpisa na akong magka-interes kay Jimin? Probably, the time when I had finally accepted him in my heart? But that was too long ago, that was a year ago!

Maybe, it was the time when I had got this job and got to go here in Korea? Maybe it was a mistake that I even had a chance to enter the BH Ent. Building? It could be the time when I had encountered JM in the elevator of all people and it made it even worst when I had met the whole Bulletproof. That was a coincidence! Because it could be my stupid decision when I chose to follow my heart and I ignored my mind.

Kung sana sinunod ko ang gusto ng isip ko at hinayaan ang pag-aalburoto ng puso, e 'di sana wala ako sa sasakyang ito. If only I didn't turn down my mind for the second time, then I would be peacefully flying out of Korea now.

No media. No reporters and no Bulletproof. Peaceful life.

"She has been so silent." I heard Jimin say in the middle of the silent and very uncomfortable ride inside the BTS service van.

I could hear them of course. I was just too tired to entertainment them. Kung sa ibang sitwasyon lang ay baka nakikipag-usap ako sa kanila katulad noong nakaraan pero masyado akong wala sa sarili ko. I still needed to decipher if these were all real. If not, then I needed to wake up. If this was real, then I needed a break. I was still in deep turmoil since my simple life took a one-hundred-eighty degree turn and it pretty well spun my mind too.

Nakakahilo…

"Is this all right? We stopped her flight to save her and what's next?" Followed by J-Hope's natural quirky but worried voice, it only passed through my ears as I remained silent.

"If we didn't stop her then the media could've seen her. This is the best we did." RM's calm and soft voice didn't change the fact that I didn't want any of this.

"I'm worried about her though. She's not usually this silent."

The track of my mind stopped and I immediately turned to look at the owner of that soft and very worried voice. I gaped as I saw Jimin looking at me with those small eyes, filled with worry. Mukhang hindi lang ako ang nagulat sa sinabi niya dahil maging ang ibang miyembro ng BTS ay nasa kaniya ang atensyon.

Si Yoongi na kanina pa nakapikit ay nakatingin na rin kay Jimin. Maging sina Taehyung at Jungkook na kanina pa naghaharutan sa likod ay nasa kay Jimin na rin ang atensyon. And also both RM and Jin including J-Hope who were trying to talk to me.

Hindi ko alam kung ano ang sinabing iyon ni Jimin pero tumagos sa dibdib ko ang lambot at puno ng pag-aalala niyang boses, dumagdag pa ang pag-aalalang sumasalamin sa mga mata niya. No, I didn't want to know, I didn't want to dive into those eyes… it would only jail me even more.

Bumalik sa labas ng bintana ang paningin ko. Once again, my phone rang for the umpteenth time inside my sling bag. Hindi na ako nag-abala pang tingnan ito dahil alam ko namang si Chelsea ang tumatawag. I just stared at nothing in particular, feeling very bothered and confused.