I sat on a cut tree stoop right outside of the bonfire by myself, the music still audible. Holding a Coke in one hand and phone in the other. Katie is shutting me out; completely shunning me. I still don't know why.
Not knowing many people at the party and I only came for Katie, so that leaves me alone.
I couldn't follow and keep up with her; she's drinking and dancing a lot. Even if she is mad at me, I'm happy that she is happy, we'll talking about it tomorrow or another day. At least I hope so.
Scrolling through my phone, and there is no signal. Fucking amazing. Rolling my eyes, I groaned in frustration. Having no idea even know how to get home. I took off my jacket suddenly feeling hot. Be so stressed, sexually, and mentally. At least I think so, I've never felt this way before.
I pushed my hair away from my face, another thing that's getting on my nerves. I remember having happy memories in the woods, but I haven't been out here in a while. I took in how beautiful it was; how I admired it. How I use to read out here? Why did I even stop? The cricket noises feeling my ears with a flashlight in my hand reading an enjoyable book. I miss that.
"Hey beautiful." I heard a deep voice say behind me. I looked back startled, but when I realized it was just Garret I relaxed. "You scared me." I said holding my hand to my chest.
"Don't hurt me." He said raising his hands in the air.
"I'm not going to hurt you Garret." I said softly shaking my head. I am not a violent person, usually.
"Never know which side of you I'm going to get." He said sitting next to me.
"What are you talking about?"
"Violent Scar, kissing Scar, or the one that avoids me."
"Garret," I sighed just what I need, "I don't avoid you... I just been busy, overwhelmingly."
"Well we kissed a couple of times-"
"It was just a kiss." I insisted.
"An amazing kiss-- your words and it was more than one."
'Okay it was a really good kiss. But I don't think about it anymore, I don't think about you anymore.' I wanted to say but didn't, fear that I might hurt his feelings. Ever since Jacob marked me, I haven't exactly understood my feelings. I just know I want Jacob. I want him anyway I can get him.
I shook my head, taking a swing of my drink. I stayed silent. I don't know how to answer to that, I did love our kisses, I love how he treats me period, he's a sweetheart but I already made a decision that don't I want him as a boyfriend, besides I'm with Jacob if we're even still together. I'm sure we are.
"I mean I get it, you have a mate now but you could still give a guy a call or a bat signal-- something."
I laughed, "Yeah I guess so," I said biting my lip hard. "I'm really sorry."
"It's okay." He said. He was slouched over, elbows on his knees. I put my hand on his head and put my fingers through his light curly black hair. He was handsome, he could have any girl he wanted. He is total catch. If things could have happened differently he could've had me. I know he would treat me right. But want Jacob, I crave him.
"Don't you have a mate?" I asked suddenly.
"Uh no, maybe, I have no idea. High ranking wolfs have a higher chance of being paired."
"Hmm, is there like a counsel or something?"
"Yeah... something." He said shrugging his shoulders.
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Jacob
Werewolf{MATURE AUDIENCES ONLY} {BWWM} {BBW} Dealing with the death of her father, a new man comes into her life who's also an old friend. ~ I looked up at him he was so tall and buff, I eyed him up and down he was definitely ripped and his abs were so tone...
