"Wait... No no no, Jungkook!?"
"No, no, no!" I yelled repeatedly, panicking as I called the nurses in
They all came rushing into the room, as I was pushed out the door.
"Please stay out here" the nurse quickly said before slamming the door on my face
"Wait!"
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"Mianhnae... We tried all that we could" the doctor sighed, looking down at his clip board
"Are you... Saying that he..."
"Yes, please say your final goodbyes"
"No, wait how could he... I mean... What am I even saying..." I broke down completely in silence
The doctor sighed once again, walking over to me as he gently set his hand on my shoulder.
"It'll be okay..."
"It's not... It's not going to..."
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It's not until you finally losing something, and then realized how much that something means to you. But it was too late to even turn back time to get that thing back. Until his final breath I finally realize how much he mean't to me, the bad the good. The bad I had done to him, but he accepted me either way.
"Jungkook-ah... Mianhnae... Jinjja..." I whispered, holding his cold hand
"I'm stupid right? For not realizing until now... That, I loved you?" I chuckled bitterly to my stupidness, wiping away my tears
"I know how you feel now... Aish jinjja, i'm just saying nonsense."
"Why can't I stop crying huh?... Mianhnae, mianhnae, mianhnae... How much more do I have to say it until you come back?"
"I hate you... I hate you so much..." I cried softly, face buried into his chest
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It literally felt like years since that incident, I'm nothing but a complete mess I mean not completely. I'm just depressed, I wanted to see his smile so much again. I sighed, dropping my pen and paperwork. Relaxing back in my chair, my phone dinged.
TAEHYUNG 💞
Let's go out to eat,
After work... Huh?
ME
Yeah, sure i'll wait
For you... 😊
TAEHYUNG 💞
Come on, cheer up 😔...
You're breaking me.
ME
Taehyung, i'm fine
I have to go back to
Work. I'll see you
Later.
TAEHYUNG 💞
Mhm, i'm your
Best friend, I
Know you better than
Yourself 😒...
(Read at 5:45PM)
I smiled slightly, as I turned my phone off and threw it on the side of my desk.
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8:38PM, finally work is done for the day. I took all my belongings and turned the lights off for my office.
Like always Taehyung would be at the entrance door, waiting for me after work. I smiled and approached him.
"Where's that smile?" He asked
"Here" I faked smile
"That's a fake one" he rolled his eyes
"Well, it is true that most smiles are fake most of the time, right?"
"... Got a point there" he sighed, laughing afterwards
"Exactly" I giggled
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"Bye Taehyung" I smiled, waving him goodbye
I didn't even wait for him to say bye to me, as I had already turned heels to walk off. Before I could get any farther, I felt something warm grip onto my wrist. Of course, it was Taehyung spinning me around to face him.
"I know you love him... But I love you... And I need you. Most importantly you don't want to get married yet... But let's at least get engaged...?"
I sighed, looking at him straight in the eyes. Tears well up my eyes, I was ready for another break down. Before I knew it he already pulled me into a tight embrace.
"Gurae... Let's get engage"
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