I Told You Not To Fall in Love. ✔

XXXI - Unspoken feelings.

"Hai ye nasha, ya hai zehar
Iss pyar ko hum kya naam dein."

[Is it intoxication or poison
What should we call this love?]

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••| Chapter 31 |••

Playlist: Har Zulm - Sajjad Ali.

Aryan:

I plugged my ear phones and pressed the play button on the screen. The love of my life was sitting just in front of me yet she had become so distant. I loved her with all my heart, with all my soul but I knew that she hated me now. I had hurt her a lot, mentally and physically. The red wrists again came into my view for a split second. I winced in pain.

Chahe jo tumhain pure dil se,
Milta hai wo Mushkil se,
Aisa jo koi kaheen hai,
Bas wohi sab se haseen hai,
Us hath ko, yun thaam lo,
Wo mehrbaan kal ho na ho,
Har Pal Yahan Jee bhar jeeyo,
Jo hai sama kal ho na ho,

[The one who loves you whole-heartedly is difficult to find.
If you find someone like that, then she is the most beautiful.
Hold her hand tightly, who knows if she is there tomorrow or not.
Live every moment here to the fullest.
Who knows if there will be a tomorrow?]

"Abey oye Devdas, ye tootiyan nikal apne kaano se, we're having a competition." [Hey broken angel, take off your headphones. We are having a competition here.] Varun nudged my shoulder and pulled out my headphones.

"I am not interested." I plugged it in again.

"Aryan Chachu please na. It will be so much fun." Annie pouted. I couldn't say no to her.

"Only if you say so." I smiled weakly at her. And she screamed an excited "Yayyy"

So we started playing antakshri. [A song game] The first two rows that consisted of Naina, Shraddha, Maya, Alia and Khirad were team A and last two rows were team B that were Varun, Kabir, Ashar, Obi, Ricky, Eleana and I. We had to start first. Eleana started singing first. Her voice was as enchanting as a nightingale but then I noticed the lyrics.

Jaanay wafa ho k bekarar..
Jaanay wafa ho k bekarar..
Barson kiya mene intezar..
Per tune kabhi ye tak kaha..
Jo ab kaha...
Dil bebasi main chupke se rota hai..
Kya karun Haye, Kuch Kuch hota hai.

[I had faith in You, my lover, still I was restless
I had faith in You, my lover, still I was restless
I have waited for You for years.
But still You have never...
Said what You have said just now
My heart in helpless state, cries silently
What do I do, oh, something strange is happening.]

"Wohoooo!" Our team cheered loudly. "We have the best singer here."

"Still an SRKian?" Shraddha teased her.

"Yup! SRKian till death!" She spoke cheerfully as she moved her fingers to her eyes, trying to pretend that she was trying to take something out but I knew she was wiping her tears.