Virgin [First Book]

Chapter 46

Actually crying because this story is ending soon😭

Daniel's POV

After Cat left earlier today, I've been pacing around my apartment. I honestly don't know why I'm deciding to socialize with these people when I could be sitting in my room reading a book. The brief interaction I previously had with them didn't leave a good imprint on me. Never in a million years did I think Joey would be such a big part of my life only a short amount of time after meeting him.

My mind begins to wander, and I think about Christian. Why is he so determined to be with me after all he did? He never truly had feelings for me, not like I did for him. It was mostly about the thrill I guess; the fact that he was so much older. That if we did one little thing wrong it could put him in a situation there would be no getting out of.

No matter how much I'm hurt by Joey right now, I'm glad he was my first. I wouldn't change that. He is and will continue to be my one true love, no matter how much of a temper he has, how jealous he gets, or how stubborn he can be. I love him for all his flaws; they're what make him Joey. And no matter how much sexual experience he had before me, I know I was his first.

His first love.

(a/n: I cried while writing this...
mostly because I'm listening to One Direction and it's hitting me hard because the song is so fitting with this chapter I just...I NEED A MOMENT.)