Endless Love

39

I was still at work and it was late in the night, I was drained and tired but in a work kind of way. I wasn't drained from being alone in my loft, thinking of everything I'm going through. I grabbed my coat and bag and got on the elevator, and soon as the doors closed the memory of the day I first seen Josh her came back to the front of my mind.

"I'm sure, it's unexpected I didn't have this anywhere on your agenda." She said looking through her planner. I looked through my phone to see if I had anything scheduled, but I didn't. As soon as the elevator doors opened, I looked straight ahead and noticed a set of familiar deep dark brown eyes that aligned with mine. A thousand memories all rushed their way through my mind all at once.-

"Are you okay?" One of the building security guards asked me, I didn't even realize the doors were open cause I was so deep in thought. "You were so spaced out, the doors were open for at least a minute or so."

"I'm fine, thanks. Sorry if I scared you." I said walking off and down the long hallway to the stairs in the front entrance. I don't know why I have those random outbursts of Josh, I guess it's just reminders that he's still on my mind, no matter what I do. I stepped outside and surprisingly not many people were walking, Kim didn't give me the chance to take my car so I had to walk.

"Do you want a ride?" I heard a voice yell out from the back seat of a grey truck, and I noticed it was Ryan.

"I guess so." I said getting inside. The truck was made just like Josh's old truck except his was grey. "Why are you always popping up out of no where?"

"Why are you always where I pop up?" He said sarcastically, shaking his head and laughing. "Can't answer that?"

"Cause this is the city and I live around here, fuck you want me to do? Take alternate routes to ignore you? I'm not wasting my time and gas." I laughed and said back at him, everytime we seen eachother something sarcastic had to be said.

"Alright, alright you win. How was work?"

"It was okay. I kept myself pretty busy so it was fine, I'm still tired though. I've been working off of energy drinks all day."

"Welcome to my life."

"Eh, your life isn't as hectic as mine right now. It probably still isn't on a good day."

"I agree." He said stretching and laying his head down on my lap. I put my hand over my face and leaned my head back, it was driving me crazy because usually, Josh does this. Usually, Josh annoys me. And usually, Josh is there at every corner I turned.

"You should get up."

"Why? I'm tired and you're the closest thing to a pillow right now." I sighed and looked down at him and his light brown eyes, and smiled and ran my fingers through his hair, not saying anything. "Are you good?"

"Yeah I am, why?"

"Cause you're being nice for once, and you're looking at me like you just seen the best looking guy in your life."

"Don't get cocky, just don't." I said pulling on his hair and pushing his head from off my lap.

"You dated one of the most cockiest guys on the NFL and you're telling me not to get cocky?" I looked over at him and held in my words, I know he could tell from my experession on my face that he changed the mood.