How are you my mum?

135. Im sorry

FINALLY BACK TO LIVS POV-
I look around the room unable to focus on anything apart from being in all these wires, i try and pull myself out of them
Lucy-"ah ah babygirl no, there helping you"
Olivia-"i don't want help"
Lucy-"liv"
Olivia-"what?"
Lucy-"youve autism and adhd and ive found you a therapist"
Olivia-"did you nkt just hear me i dont want help"
Lucy-"babygirl you need it"
Olivia-"oh so your saying i need help, wow, thanks"
Lucy-"stop twisting my words, anyway while mommas not here we need to buy her birthday presents"
Olivia-"what do you normally do on birthdays?"
Lucy-"you know what we do, youve had one with us" she sighs
Olivia-"yeah i know but i didnt know if that was like just a one time thing and then this year youll change and it will go back to my old ways"
Lucy-"babygirl did you ever get any presents from them?"
I shake my head "did you ever want anything"
Olivia-"i..i.. i never had a birthday party, or a football or goal o..or any teddy bears or dolls, every girl at school had a doll and i didnt, i didnt ever have anything to take in on show and tell days"
Lucy-"oh babygirl so what was one thing you wanted?"
Olivia-"i guess when i was younger it was a doll because i didnt know what football was but then at 8 when i got told to do it it was footballs and goals nad my birthday party i always wanted to go to lazer tag o..or crazy golf or something"
Lucy-"that sounds really cool sweetheart"
Olivia-"mhm, come on lets shop for momma"
Lucy-"alright"
We buy her  trainers, tracksuit, bracelet, and some other stuff
Lucy-"is that everything?"
Olivia-"yup, and then your date night with the cinema and beach"
Lucy-"yeah"
Olivia-"wait when are you getting married?"
Lucy-"24th"
Olivia-"its the 12th today right?"
Lucy-"yeah"
Olivia-"so i have 12 days to get out of here, and by the way im not wearing a dress" she laughs "thats okay dont worry neither am i"
Olivia-"is momma?"
Lucy-"i believe so im not sure"
Olivia-"alright"
Dr Grey-"gooodddd morning, today were moving you to cubicles as your stable enough but uf you feel any different you must tell us" i nod, i get moved to cubicles "right you will stsy here for 2 days, we will check your mobility and you should be okay to go, with camilla"
I start messing with mums bracelet while she speaks
Lucy-"thank you"
Dr Grey-"have you told her?"
Lucy-"yeah"
Dr Grey-"she really miss her childhood huh?"
Lucy-"everybit"
Dr Grey-"your doing great"
Lucy-"is camilla a good person"
Dr Grey-"yes, i promise you lucy she wint hurt her and if she does then tell me and ill deal with her"
Olivia-"thanks dr grey" i smile up at her "always munch"
Olivia-"m..m...mummy"
Lucy-"yeah babygirl"
Olivia-"im tired"
Dr Grey-"ill come back later to speak to you later liv"
Olivia-"bye bye grey grey" she smiles as she leaves
Lucy-"come here then" i snuggle into her chest, resting my head on her boobs "oi you" i headbutt them "ow" i giggle "i can hear you, i so want to tickle you riggt now" i smirk lying further on her boobs, she rolls her eyes "goodnight babygirl sleep well beautiful girl"
I fall asleep on her chest, i wake up later and see momma in the chair scrolling on her phone, i poke her nose, she looks up and smiles
Keira-"hey" she kisses my forehead
Olivia-"hey momma, when did you get here?"
Keira-"about an hour ago"
Olivia-"you couldve woke me"
Keira-"i know but you looked at peace and cute, i didnt wanna ruin that"
Olivia-"momma"
Keira-"can i have a hug" i carefully slowly sit up and she walks over and wraps her arms around me, mum starts moving and falls off the bed making a loud bang
Lucy-"ow"
Me and momma burst out laughing
Lucy-"its not funny"
Keira-"it is"
Lucy-"noooo"
Mum kisses momma
Olivia-"ewwwwww"
They laugh
Dr Grey-"hey my fav family"
Olivia-"dr grey grey"
Keira-"new nickname?"
I nod
Dr Grey-"i brought someone for you to meet"
Olivia-"me?"
Dr Grey-"meet dr shepherd and dr robbins"
Olivia-"h..hi"
Dr Robbins-"hey liv, i normally work on the little kiddies but dr grey mentioned you and i thought id say hi"
Dr Shepherd-"i work on the bwainsssss"
I laugh
Dr Robbins-"heyyyy im the funny  one"
Olivia-"hm your both funny"
They leave
Dr Grey-"right you, how we feeling?"
Olivia-"cant wait to get out this bed"
Dr Grey-"one more day kiddo one more day"
Olivia-"why cant i go today"
Dr Grey-"we need to check your mobility"
Olivia-"so do that and then i go"
Dr Grey-"no liv"
Olivia-"ughhhhh, mum did anyone see me"
Lucy-"everyone came and saw you liv, ale was here but she left she couldn't see you like that"
Olivia-"oh, wheres my phone" she passes me my phone
Lex❤️-
Hey lex, im so sorry for you having to see me like that
Alexia-
Hey its okay carino dont worry

Stephy💛💚-
Hey steffy, im alive, i really want to see you again
Steph-
Hey munchkin, im so happy your here, i love you
Olivia-
I love you more auntie stephy
Steph-
No munchkin
Olivia-
I miss you stephy
Steph-
I miss you too mush

Olivia-"mum when can we go to England"
Lucy-"soon babygirl, it will be soon because well be getting married wont we kei"
Keira-"hm? Oh yeah"
Lucy-"do you still want to"
Keira-"course i do luce just havent exactly been thinking about it"
Lucy-"of course"
Dr Grey-"right liv i can see your dying to do this so come on" i carefully get out of bed holding onto her, im a bit wobly at first but then im able to walk on my own up and down the corridor
Olivia-"please can i go home"
Dr Grey-"no darling"
Olivia-"but staying here will just make me more angry"
Dr Grey-"liv dont make it worse because this is a suicide attempt so technically i should be calling the psych team"
Olivia-"what?"
Dr Grey-"get back into bed please"
Olivia-"NO YOU THINK I NEED PSYCH HELP!"
Dr Grey-"no its just hospital protocal"
Olivia-"yeah right"
I lay back in my bed
Dr Grey-"ill discharge you tomorrow, goodnight"
Olivia-"piss off"
Lucy-"hey no, you do not be rude to that doctor, she saved your life"
Olivia-"WELL I DIDNT WANT HER TO can i just be alone" she shakes her head "why"
"Because, no"
I huff and close my eyes, rolling over
"Ah ah careful"
I shut my eyes trying to go to sleep "m..m..mum, m..momma"
Lucy-"yeah?"
"Im sorry" i close my eyes giving them no chance to respond

Authors notes
Short one, quite shit didnt know what to write but have to provide🫡