How are you my mum?

14. Shopping?

(The next day)
Olivia's pov-
Mama and mum have training today and i decided to come and watch, mum said after training we could go shopping for a bit after, i was quite reluctant as i didnt have any money but mum told me shed get me stuff, i tried telling her no but she was having none of it
Olivia-"mama help me"
Keira-"sorry kiddo your mums right, were going shopping"
Olivia-"what about fans?"
Lucy-"so what about fans, i want to shop with my girlfriend and daughter"
We leave for training, soon after we arrive and they go to the pitch
I sit in the stands when Chloe Kelly and Jill Roord come over
I was shocked that they were speaking to me
Chloe-"hi olivia"
Jill-"hi" she says in her dutch accent
Olivia-"h...h..hi"
Chloe-"dont worry, we just wanted to speak to you"
Olivia-"shouldnt you be training?"
Jill-"we are about to but we have a few spare minutes"
Olivia-"o..oh okay"
Chloe-"im chloe and this is jill, jill roord"
Olivia-"yeah i know"
They go back to training
You watch your mums
They finish a couple hours later
Lucy-"ready babygirl"
Olivia-"i think so, i shouldnt be coming though"
Keira-"yes you should kiddo"
You all go shopping, you wear a hood so you can hide
Lucy-"you dont have to hide babygirl, im not ashamed of you being my daughter"
Olivia-"you should be"
Lucy-"i would never"

You walk round all different types of shops, you really try and tell your mum you don't need any of this but she doesnt listen and buys you anything you want
You go home a few hours later
Olivia-"mum i didnt need any of this"
Lucy-"you could have anything you want"
Olivia-"but mu-"
Lucy-"no babygirl, you can have anything"
Olivia-"thanks"
Keira-"food?"
Olivia-"no thank you"
Lucy-"you havent eaten since youve been here babygirl"
Olivia-"i dont want anything"
Lucy-"olivia"
Olivia-"no lucy i dont want anything!"
I storm off to the bathroom, feeling terrible i just shouted at my mum and calling her lucy after everything shes done for me and what shes brought me today
I start crying and start to cut, i feel so bad

Lucy's pov-
I feel stunned that Olivia just shouted at me and called me Lucy for the first time in ages
Keira-"dont worry babe"
Lucy-"she just called me lucy"
Keira-"it takes time for them to fully believe that no one is going to leave"
Lucy-"i know but that really fucking hurt kei"
Keira-"i know lu i know"
She cuddles you
Keira-"im going to go upstairs to her, you stay here"
Lucy-"okay"
I sit myself in a ball and start crying
Keira's pov-
I head upstairs to my daughter, i was quite shocked that she called my girlfriend Lucy again
I thought she had settled but i was clearly wrong
I head to the bathroom to be welcomed by crying but also heavy breathing
I walk into the bathroom to find my daughter on the floor with blood dripping down her arms while having a panic attack
Olivia-"get out mama get out"
Keira-"no kiddo im not going anywhere"
Olivia-"im sorry mama, you shouldnt have to see this, i feel terrible i know i was horrible to mum"
Keira-"come here"
I walk over to my daughter and wrap my arms around her
Keira-"lets get you cleaned up, and go to your mum"
Olivia-"your going to have to tell her arent you"
Keira-"im sorry kiddo but yes, we want to help you"
Olivia-"its okay mama, i get it"
Keira-"come on"
I clean her up and take her downstairs to her mum, i know thats who she needs right now
Keira-"luce you awake"
Lucy-"mm"
Keira-"come on"

Olivia's pov-
Mama just found me with blood down my arms
She tells me were going to tell mum because they want to help
I feel even worse
I go down stairs and find my mum sat in a ball crying
Thats where i get it from
Olivia-"m..m..m"
I cant get any words out
Keira-"go on"
Olivia-"im sorry mum, i just got angry as i didnt want to eat, im sorry mum i love you so much i didnt mean to hurt you"
Lucy-"come here"
She lie in her arms
Lucy-"its okay babygirl i know you didnt mean it"
Keira-"i found her self-harming lu"
I start bawling in my mums arms
Lucy-"oh babygirl im so sorry, i will take care of you better i promise"
Olivia-"no mum dont blame yourself and thank you"
Lucy-"of course, your my baby"
Keira-"what about me"
Lucy-"oh shush"
I cuddle into my mum where i fall asleep still crying

Lucy's pov-
My daughter fell asleep in my arms still crying and i must of dozed off to
Not before i knew my girlfriend took a photo
I fall asleep with my daughter in my arms