How are you my mum?

44. U17's?

Olivia's pov-
I have a game against Everton today. The team said they were quite an,easy opponent but thats not to go easy. I wasnt anyway
I wake up at 9.30 for an 12 kickoff
That annoys me as its in the middle of the day, it really hot but im going to have to wear under sleeves today as the past few days since ive told my mum's i cant stop cutting, i just keep cutting and cutting so theres cuts there, im falling back into that place again i can feel it.
Im pulled out of my thoughts by "olivia, olivia, hello?" Mama repeats
Olivia-"oh uh yeah morning"
Keira-"whats wrong"
"Its not fair on you and mum"
"What isnt?"
"Me, all these problems, my self harm, my cutting everyday" i start breaking down "im falling back into that place again mama, im not eating i dont want to, im fat enough as it is, please help me mama i dont want to go back to that place please no mama"
"Oh baba come here" i quickly sit in her lap and she wraps her arms around me. Normally, i hate hugs with anyone but with mum and mama its different, there different
Keira-"shshsh" she cradles me, rocking me back and fourth. I let the tears fall
Keira-"shshsh baba, its okay ive got you"
"I cant do it mama, i dont wanna go there please mama"
"No no no baba your not i promise, shshsh"
I sit there crying in her lap
Mum wakes
Lucy-"kei baby what time is it" she hears sniffles and quickly shoots out of bed
Lucy-"liv?"
Keira-"she said shes falling back into that place again"
I reach out for my mum
She quickly takes me into her grasps, her strong arms wrapping around me
Olivia-"i cant mum, i cant do it please mum"
Lucy-"shshsh babygirl weve got you, me and mama are here we promise"
I wet her shirt with tears aswell as mama's
Lucy-"shshsh"
I stop crying about 10 minutes later
Lucy-"weve got you babygirl i promise"
I get up
Keira-"what would you like for breakfast"
I look at the floor
Keira-"liv, im asking you?"
Olivia-"uh i"
Keira-"we have, crumpets, coco pops, weetabix, pop tarts"
Olivia-"uh"
Keira-"pop tarts?"
I slowly nod
Olivia-"i guess"
She makes them
I go to put a bit in my mouth but my body just freezes
Keira-"liv?"
Olivia-"i i i cant, i just freeze everytime"
Keira-"shshsh its okay" she rubs my back
Lucy-"pass it here babygirl shall i feed it you?"
Olivia-"yes please mum"
I manage to eat 1 and a half
Keira-"well done baba that was amazing"
Time passes
10am
Olivia-"can i get dressed now?"
Keira-"yeah course"
I go to walk upstairs
Olivia-"wait mama, i need your help please"
Keira-"of course"
We both go upstairs
Olivia-"i need help with bandaging it and put the under top over it"
She helps me
Keira-"all done"
Skip to game time
In the changing rooms
Sophie-"hey liv, wiat can i call you that?"
Olivia-"yeah most people do"
Sophie-"how come at the top of your right arm it looks really big"
I freeze
Olivia-"oh i uh uh" i stutter on my words
Ivy-"soph just leave it, it's probably just her skins positioned funny"
Sophie-"yeah true i didnt think of that sorry liv"
Olivia-"no its uh its fine, its just what ivy said"
I mouth thank you to Ivy who now clearly knows something
The coach comes in and says the lineup
Im starting aswell as Ivy
I have friends here but Ivy, i dont know theres something different about her, her ocean blue eyes with her brunette hair match absolutely perfectly, her smile is so cute, ive never liked anyone before but theres always a first isnt there, maybe what this is, ive never really labelled myself as anything, straight, bisexual,lesbian. Im guessing my mum's wouldnt mind what i was.
Im pulled out of my thoughts by the team moving to the pitch
Ivy-"lets go girls"
We do our huddle and i make sure my hand is on Ivy's like always
The game starts
We start really fast with a lot of energy
Goal-Ivy-4MINS
What a banger it was
I look at my mum's with Keira stood up clapping her, good girl to like i guess if i do
GOAL-OLIVIA-10MINS
This is going to be a good game
I celebrate with Ivy anytime i can
GOAL-SOPHIA-15MINS
GOAL-ELLA-26MINS
GOAL-IVY-34MINS
I hug her
GOAL-OLIVIA-37MINS
GOAL-EVERTON-43MINS
Ivy-"come on girls keep focus!" Wow shes so hot shouting
Fuck what is happening to me
Halftime
We go into the changing rooms, i sit next to Ivy, fuck i cant get close to her, she cant know about whats happened to me, i move away slightly
She pulls a confused face at me and i just shake my head
Lucy's pov-
Lucy-"hey kei do you think liv likes Ivy?"
Keira-"what?"
Lucy-"do you think liv likes ivy?"
Keira-"i mean i think something is there but i thought more from Ivy's side"
Lucy-"oh my god what if they like eachother"
Keira-"aww theyd be so fucking cute"
Lucy-"yeah but like thats our daughter"
Keira-"she has to be grown up lu"
Lucy-"i know but i remember how scared i was with you"
Keira-"oh my we havent told liv how we met or anything?"
Lucy-"i know yeah but its not about us right now, she might like someone kei thats big"
Keira-"its really not as big as your making out"
Lucy-"well i think it is"
Keira-"well i know its not so stop panicking over it"
Lucy-"fine, to be fair i think theyd be cute anyways"
Keira-"see"
I kiss her
Lucy-"you know your so fucking gorgeous"
Keira-"thanks babe, you are even better"
Second half
Olivia's pov-
We start quickly once again
GOAL-OLIVIA-53MINS
GOAL-OLIVIA-65MINS
GOAL-ELLA-68MINS
Then the defender starts pissing me off, always tugging at my top, pulling me over and then there it is, inner katie coming out
Olivia-"have you got a fucking problem, grabbing onto me for"
I push her
Ivy pulls me away
I get a yellow
Olivia-"oh for fuck sake" i say turning around
GOAL-OLIVIA-83MINS
I turn around and start celebrating in the defenders face
GOAL-IVY-86MINS
Fulltime-
MAN CITY U15 11-1 EVERTON U15S. We destroyed them. Fully gone.
I pick some of them up off the floor saying unlucky and that to them
Ivy comes over
Ivy-"what a game you" she says hugging me
Olivia-"thanks ivy you to"
Ivy-"please call me Iv"
Olivia-"no one does tho?"
Ivy-"i know its only for the special ones" she winks
Olivia-"thanks i think"
I go off the pitch to my mums'
Mum sees the under17s coach
Lucy-"hiya you alright?"
U17s coach-"yeah im just looking for some talent, i know tjere all 14 but if there good enough they get called up"
Lucy-"oh thats cool, you looking for anyone?"
U17s coach-"yeah two people actually, the city striker and tje defensive mid"
Lucy-"your in luck, there both right here"
U17s coach-"why hello you to,youse are bloody incredible on that pitch and against liverpool to, i would like to offer you both a trial with the u17s"
Ivy-"wow"
I cant even speak
U17s coach-"what are your names?"
Ivy-"im ivy"
Olivia-"i..i..im olivia"
U17s coach-"ahh olivia, ive heard a lot about you even before i knew who you were" she says smirking at my mum "i knew your name had somrthing to do with these two" she giggles
Olivia-"yeah there there the best i could ever ask for"
U17s coach-"right i best be off, the trial is in 3 days, 11am"
Olivia-"thank you"
Im so grateful but so regretful, morw time with Ivy, as much as i wanted that i also didnt
Ivy-"ahh oh my god liv"
She hugs me
Olivia-"thats amazing"
Lucy-"well done you to"
Olivia-"thanks mum"
Keira-"ahh liv im so proud of you" she says picking me up and runs off with me
Lucys pov-
Ivy-"miss bronze?"
Lucy-"please, call me lucy, what can i do for you"
Ivy-"i..i..i think i like your daughter"
Lucy-"you do?"
Ivy-"yes, her dark brown eyes are gorgeous, the way her hair falls is just perfect a..a..and her smile is really nice, and i love her personality, shes amazing"
I start tearing up
Ivy-"i..i..im sorry"
Lucy-"no no no dont apologise, this is the cutest thing ever"
Keira and olivia come back
I go down to Ivy's ear
Lucy-"dont leave it to late to tell her Iv"
She nods
I whisper "ivy likes her" to keira
Keira-"awww"
Olivia-"whats up mama?"
Keira-"oh i uh just saw a little bird" im actually quite proud of her for coming up with that
Ivy leaves
I hug olivia
Lucy-"SO SO SO PROUD OF YOU!"
She just squeezes me
Olivia-"i love you mum so much"
Lucy-"i love you to babygirl so much more"
I end up carrying her to the car as she doesnt get down
AUTHORS NOTES-
There was a request for Olivia to start liking girls so here it is
ALSO- DOES ANYONE KNOW IF I SAID OLIVIA'S BIRTHDAY IN THIS, IF SO LET ME KNOW PLEASE!
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR VOTES AND COMMENTS