How are you my mum?

15. Call-Ups?

Olivia's pov-
I didnt even realise i fell asleep, i feel so weak right now, my stomach is still in bits
Mum and mama have training again and they tell me they get there england call ups today
I was abit worried because i didnt know if i was getting left here or will be able to go with them as Sarina doesnt know about me
Mum soon wakes up as i start to stir as im uncomfortable
Olivia-"sorry mum i didnt mean to wake you"
Mum-"its okay, i felt you moving, checking if your ok"
Olivia-"yeah i was just a bit uncomfortable and cold"
Lucy-"ill warm you up"
She opens her arms so you fall into the them and cuddle her
Lucy-"late training today babygirl"
Olivia-"whats that mean"
Lucy-"so we will be back later like we did the first day, but ive asked them to go in earlier so i can properly tell them about you if that's okay"
Olivia-"thats your choice mum they might see you different"
Lucy-"and if they do, then i will never speak to them again, you are my daughter, you mean more to me than any of them ever could"
Olivia-"but mu-"
I was quickly cut off
Lucy-"no olivia, you are my daughter"
Olivia-"okok"
My mama soon wakes up and says morning in her cute little morning voice
I know my mum loves Kei when she wakes up, i know she loves her in general but i know she loves Kei's morning voice
(Lucy and Keira go to training)
My mums just left and im gutted i stayed here but i know they need their privacy with their friends
I now have 1-2 hours alone, no idea what to do

Lucy's pov-
I leave for training with my girlfriend, already worrying about my daughter, all the worst possibilities running through my head
I walk into the meeting room because i am going to tell them all properly about my daughter, if they dont like it, dont speak to me
Lucy-"hi everyone, i want to properly tell you all about my daughter"
I carry on speaking
"I was 17 when i fell pregnant with her and 18 when i gave birth to her, i put her up for adoption at about 2 months old as i couldnt cope anymore, my career was also only just getting underway, uhm"
I choke up and Keira grabs my hand
Keira-"youve got this"
I carry on explaining my story
"Uhm then i went to her school with a couple of lionesses on a camp thing and then yeah i got her back from their, im not going into detail of how or why i got her back but im so glad i did"
Alex-"thats amazing lucy, im so proud of you"
Everyone congratulates me until a girl called Ruby Mace starts speaking, ive always not liked her, shes homophobic so she doesnt like me and kei, i knew something was about to be said i wouldnt like
Ruby-"so you gave your kid up for your career, are you actually that incapable"
She gets plenty of glares of the team to know she had said real bad shit
The whole team knows not to mess with an angry Lucy Bronze, i will protect anyone in my family who gets shit-talked
I march over to her
"What the fuck did you just say"
She repeats herself
"What the fuck is wrong with you"
My teammates notice me getting very angry now
Alex-"RUBY GET OUT NOW"
Ruby-"no im saying truth"
And with that i cant help myself but punch her, i know ill be in trouble for that but at this point i couldnt care less
Lucy-"dont ever fucking shit talk my family again" i say to her while she is bleeding on the floor
Keira then drags me away from her and the rest of them pull Ruby out of the room, they know she was well wrong for what she said but somehow i couldnt get it out of my head
I sit down with Keira when i start having a panic attack
Keira-"lucy babe, whats wrong?"
Lucy-"w..w..what if shes right?"
Keira-"oh no lu of course she isnt, you did the best thing for you and her at that point"
Lucy-"no. Not her"
Keira-"You may not think you did, but you did, she had a house"
Lucy-"i know i know, it just doesnt feel like that right now"
Just with Keiras touch i can calm down maybe Alex was right, Kei is my safety blanket
I train with my mind everywhere, i try to put it off but it was useless
I know my teammates didnt know except one, I knew Keira would know
Me and Keira go home to our daughter, we are welcomed with her jumping into our arms for a much needed hug
Olivia's pov-
My mums walk in, finally, it felt like theyd been gone years
Olivia-"mummy, mama"
I run into their arms and give them a hug
A little while later my mums phone rings
(Phone call)
Lucy-"hi lucy bronze speaking"
Sarina-"hiya lucy, i wanted to let you know you have been called up to our games against netherlands and scotland"
Lucy-"thanks sarina one big question though"
Sarina-"go on"
Lucy-"uhh i have a daughter, who ive only recently got back, i was wondering if she could come with me"
Sarina-"uh that should be okay lucy"
Lucy-"thank you so much sarina"
Sarina-"bye lucy, i cant wait to meet her"
(Hangs up)
Later on mamas phone rings
She also gets picked in the squad
Olivia-"can i come with you"
Lucy-"yeah you can babygirl but we need to pack"
You all go and pack
Lucy-"we leave tomorrow"
Olivia-"yay, i get to see Leah"
Keira-"hopefully, not sure if shes been picked"
Olivia-"isnt she captain though"
Keira-"yes but also not long ago came back from an acl"
Olivia-"i know i know"
Lucy-"i think you should have something to eat liv"
I hate the thought of food
Olivia-"why"
Lucy-"because i know how weak your little bones are"
Olivia-"what do i have to have"
Lucy-"just a biscuit"
Olivia-"okay ill try"
I go downstairs with my mums and eat this biscuit very slowly
I feel like im about to throw it back up
I do infact
I sprint to the bathroom and throw my guts up
Lucy's pov-
I feel terrible ive just made my daughter sick but i know she needs to eat
Lucy-"babygirl you okay"
She replies with a,faint yeah i can tell she is ashamed by her voice
Lucy-"you dont have to be ashamed baby, were all sick"
Olivia-"i know"
Olivia's pov-
I come out the bathroom and feel really ashamed
Olivia-"mum dont touch me"
Lucy-"i won't but im here, im not going anywhere"
Olivia-"m..m..mum, im disgusting"
I collapse into her arms and cry
Lucy-"no your not babygirl everyone is sick"
Olivia-"can i go to sleep please"
Lucy-"yeah of course you can"
I go with my mum and she carries me to her bed and cuddles me while i sleep
Later my mama comes up and lies next to my mum
Their so cute together
Tomorrow we leave for SGP