Today was a Christmas/new years party. It was new years but we had a few Christmas traditions. My mom and Henry and William have helped so far. I have become helotger and more open about my feelings. I feel way better mentally and physically!
Today I wanted to feel good and nice!
I straightened my platinum blonde hair and did my make up a bit more than usual! I was ready to get drunk, and again I'm not a frequent drinker so I was excited but at the same time scared.
I was listening to my music and getting ready when someone knocked on the door "Come in!" I yell "It's Henry, can you turn down the music?" He asks annoyed looking also very annoyed "No" I say "God you are annoying" while closing the door and rolling his eyes.
I was going to wear something pretty and don't care about the cold. I wore:
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I also had the fuzzy boots and I was so excited! I texted William that I was ready and he wa son his way!
I also took on my miss Dior perfume and went downstairs.
"You're wearing that?" Henry asks "Yea, have a problem?" I ask "Yea it's so cold outside and yore wearing next to nothing" he says "Okay" I say and walk on "Okay?" He says "Okay" I say "Oh honey you look so gorgeous!" My mom says while she was working and looked at me one second "Thank you mom" I say with a ankle and taking on my jacket.
I walk outside to see William in his hellcat waiting for me. "Hey beautiful" he says "Hey handsome" I say We made out for a quick minute before driving
He was wearing a long sleeve sweater it was from Ralph Lauren, and he also had some Levi's jeans.
We arrived at greeted everyone
A few Long Island teas later..
I was tipsy/drunk at this point, William was nowhere to be seen. I went outside for a cigarette and just smoked.
A girl came over and lit my cigarette for me and we just talked about boys, drinks and what not and I actually got her number and name. Her name was Violet and she reminded me a lot like myself. But she was freaky in a way too..maybe I had too many drinks or maybe I was a bit into girls..
"So aurora, what do you do for work?" "I worked at a restaurant but I'm currently an part time secretary for some accountant at an big company" I say "Wow" "What about you?" I ask "I'm into clothes and in fashion school right now, I work with some artists...and lingerie" she says with two fingers up my leg.
"Sorry but I'm here with someone" I say "Awe, call me when you broke up" she says
I was working as I said in a big company. It was so big it had a whole big building and it was also so busy! I mostly took calls and looked pretty.
Apparently the boss was some rich, mysterious guy. I heard several stories about him, never really met him?
anyways I went back inside and sat down. Someone offered me a drink but before I drank it I heard. "Yea William is driving her hardddd" I was sure I heard wrong, maybe several willliams here?
"I'm sorry did you say William?" I ask "Yea" they say and pointing up to a room. There was so much noise at once, fireworks and much more..and I already had a party deal with Violet in a few days.
I stumbled up the stairs and opened some random door and walked into William having sex with some bitch
"What the actual fuck" I say quietly "Oh shit" he says looking at me in shock and so was the girl
The girl quickly got up and ran out while whispering sorry to me. I want mad at the girl, I was mad at William.
"Aurora I'm so sorry" he says "Fuck off" I say with tears in my eyes. But at the same time I get relived, I don't know why? Whoever that was it was not my William, if we a drunk and stupid William.
I went to Violet and told her.. "He did what?!" "Can you just drive me home? If you're sober" I say "I promise you I'm sober" she says with a comforting smile.
We sat in the car and I just looked out the window with thousands of stuff running through my head. "Are you okay?" Violet asks me "Yea" I say "You know I can always talk, I know we just met but o promise you we can" she says
We arrived at my house and we sat in the car just looking at each other, I don't know if it was the alcohol or whatever but I slowly took her chin and kissed her. I never kissed a girl but it was a stupid mistake
"Oh my god I'm so sorry" I say "It's okay" she says with a smile
I went out the car and went inside. It was around 3 am so I was super tired, and it was. A perfect way to start the new year. I walked in on Henry sitting on the couch with a whiskey in his hand and his face all red.
"Hey" I say "Hi" he says "What's up?" I ask "Nothing much, your mom is in bed I'm just sitting here working" he says "Working what?" "On the next project" "Oh okay" I say "By the way me and William broke up" I say
A smirk appeared on his face but quickly went away.
"I'm sorry" he says "It's fine" I say and sit beside him
I sat there just looking out into nothing.
Henry was wearing a tight long sleeve and sweats.
He put his arm around me and comforted me while I put my head on his shoulder. Tears slowly started forming and steaming down my face.
"It's okay" he whispers and I just quietly cried "But why would he? Why would he fuck her?" I say I cried in his arms and he comforted me as much as he could and kissed my forehead.
"I'm sorry" I say "For what?" He says "For everything..and for smearing my make up everywhere" I say
He laughs lightly and keeps hugging me and we sat like that for I don't know how much...
The end! Sorry for ppl who liked William but this is about more mature men!
