The Undercroft. Reader x Sebastiansallow

Chapter Twenty-two, forgotten memories

Sebastian's POV

Nine months later

I woke up with a start grabbed my throbbing heart as I woke from my nightmare, I had been forced to relive ever single moment with my beloved Y/N since being imprisoned in Azkaban I felt cold sweat dripping down my face and the ear splitting screams echoed through the walls of my cell which was covered it scratch marks and dry blood, i closed my eyes drowning the cry's and yells from the other prisoners trying to imagine Y/N, I had not see her not since my hearing six months ago, she had pleaded to the judge that I was innocent and that the circumstances in which I used the unforgivable curses was to save our lives, I was silent the entire time as I listened to her voice I had done my best to forced myself into a expressionless state but my mind was broken along with everything else inside me the last piece that was hang on to my heart had broke away one the judge had announced they had found Anne's body in the highlands, she was dead, my last remaining family member closest to me, my own twin was dead, I didn't know if it was at that moment I wanted to wrench open my chest and pull my heart out or if it was watching Y/N expression of despair as I taken away from her again by the Dementors it took multiple wizards and witches and pull her down as she leapt up from the bench down to were I was, her screams still echoed in my head her pleading sobs as she cried out my name made he want to curse everyone in the room and take her in my arms,
I had no seen her since, I had only had one visitor Ominis who had come only four times, the first time his face was very blank and expressionless he had come to apologise that he wish he could of done or said something to help with the situation perhaps lessened the amount of years I would have to stay in this hell hole,

fifteen years I would have to listen to the screams of my neighbours, to be tortured by the man and woman who would come past my cell and beat me until I was unconscious it was manly Rookwood's accomplices that would come into my cell with hidden contraband once I was even stabbed in the shoulder with a piece of shattered glass,

The second time Ominis had visited was the day of Anne's funeral I was furious that I could not attend my own sister's funeral but confirmed that Y/N and Ominis gave her a proper send off, Ominis told me how the ceremony went and what they had both had said their good byes, I was silent as Ominis mentioned the beautiful speech Y/N had made for Anne, I couldn't stop myself from getting to my hands and knees slightly sobbing into my hands as Ominis left me with my thoughts.

His third visit came as a surprise as I had not seen him for months and that he had come with grave news, that Y/N had been leaving the castle more and more often then usual and coming back as if she had be battling with a Graphorn, he had also mentioned she has been getting into a lot of trouble inside and outside of Hogwarts getting into silly little fights with students but then leaving the castle go to fight ashwinders,

"Honestly she's as bad as you, losing her temper every five minutes, this is no reasoning with her anymore it's exhausting"

"Did she say when she'd come see me"

"I keep telling you Sebastian she's not allowed to, she's been banned from ever coming here"

"Then hide her or something please, I just want to see her or to at least hear her voice again"

"You know I can't do that Sebastian it's not risky she's all ready in enough pain as it is, from what I've been told by Poppy and Natty she's been running around in the forbidden forest again and she's still having nightmares which have become pure torment on her, you know she hasn't eaten since you left, fainted in transfiguration last week had to spend two night in the hospital wing"

"Bet she hated that"i snarled punishing the wall with my fist

"She did, she broke a window and jumped out it in her night gown, took five hours to find her had nearly the whole school looking for her"