The Undercroft. Reader x Sebastiansallow

Hiding in the undercroft part two

Sebastian's POV

Never would I have imagined being so close to Y/N her finger tips in between my own, her face inches from mine it was like my brain was drawing every detail from her beautiful dark eyes her waves of shoulder length hair, I brushed a strand of hair away from her face and tucked it under her ear not releasing what I was doing, she squeezed my hand gently was this a sign what should I do?, why can't I move why I can't I speak, I had to do something she's waiting she's right here, (Just do it just do it all ready) my mind was blank my heart was racing then.

"Ah I thought I heard voices in here" it was Ominis as if we had been charged by an electric shock our hands snapped apart and we looked away from each quickly even though Ominis couldn't possibly it was the shook of being discovered alone this made Y/N go pink in the face and she said in a unusually high voice "well thanks for the chat Sebastian I'll see you both in class tomorrow I suspect" she harried out of the room.

"Motherfucker" "I beg your pardon" Ominis looked affronted but I didn't care I had started pacing up and down the room following Y/N path "I had her exactly where I wanted and I blow it" I kicked a wooden crate as a walked past then regretted, swearing loudly Ominis raised an eyebrow "wait you followed Y/N and hang on you don't like like her do you?" I froze on spot it took me a few seconds to release I had just confused my true feelings about Y/N Ominis noticed my silence and answered his own question " Merlin's beard you do like her" Ominis was now smiling which for some odd reason made me want to throw something at him "well I shouldn't be too surprised you were hardly ever apart however I think-" "you think she should be with someone who hasn't cursed her or put her in constant danger or perhaps with someone who didn't put an ugly scar across her beautiful face" I was breathing heavily now Ominis had no idea how guilty I was feeling have these feelings about Y/N no idea that since the day she agreed to help me save Anne I felt more and more different towards her, loved how she would go out of her way to see me after I sent her owls, how she over powers dark wizards and witches, goblins and spiders, simply watching her flick her wand would be enough to send my heart racing. "That's not what I was going to say if you let me finish I-" "you have no clue do you, the days you came to Feldcroft pestering me about Anne and that I should apologise to Y/N I KNOW I know she deserves so much better then what I have what I can give her but she's... she's" "your best friend" Ominis finished "she's your best friend and your feel guilty because you fell hard for her" he did understand Ominis sighed and pushed his hair back thinking for a moment then said " I'm sorry I'm sure I've now made you feel uncomfortable if you don't wanna talk about it I'll understand just don't shut me out okay?" "yeah thanks Ominis... we should probably start heading to the common room" he nodded and started heading for the exit "Wait... Ominis please don't tell anyone about this I don't want to be a burden on Y/N anymore then I all ready am" Ominis stops in his tracks "I don't think Y/N believes your a burden however you secret is quite safe with me" and he left leaving me alone in the undercroft