The Undercroft. Reader x Sebastiansallow

Chapter Twenty-one, The unbroken bond

Y/N POV

Sebastian refused to let Ominis take us to the Hospital wing and instead insisted that we go to the Undercroft "she needs help Sebastian you can't tell me she looks okay because I know your lying I might be blind but I'm not a idiot"

"Having some potion forced down her throat isn't going to help"

"Then what do you suggest hide her in the undercroft"

"She needs time process what just happened, not having nurses fuss over her"

"SHUT UP"

Sebastian and Ominis stopped talking and looked at me

"Will you two stop arguing about what you think is best for me, no because your over protective" I pointed at Sebastian "and you have no idea what I just witnessed"

"Then tell me"

"IT WAS THE FUCKEN CRIB OKAY"

Tears started falling down my face and Sebastian's hand squeezed mine very tightly

"I don't.. wait you mean the Crib from your dreams?"

"Yes"

Ominis looked dumbstruck

"Hang on you said the crib was always empty you never mentioned hearing a baby" Sebastian added

"That's because there was no baby" I rubbed my face trying hold back my tears as I felt Sebastian's arm warp around my waist

"Then why did I hear screaming?"

"BECAUSE THE BABY WAS ME YOU IDIOT, I WAS THE CHILD IN THE CRIB BEING BURNED ALIVE"

What little colour Ominis had was drained at my words, Sebastian however wheeled me around to face him pinning my shoulders together

"WHY DID YOU TELL US"

"because I didn't know until Christmas"

"Then why didn't you say anything"

"Because I didn't know if it was true or not"

"What's true? What is going on tell me"

His grip on my shoulders tightened and at the same time so did my heart as my eyes filled with tears again

"Dad tried to kill me"

Sebastian's eyes looked glassy for a moment as if he was about to scream or cry

"What?"

"The day my mother died my father left me to starve in my mothers arms, helpless and unloved, I was saved by my mother's family house elf who returned me to my father she guilt tripped him into taking me in and that's then he swore never to leave my side"

"So the burning crib is a symbolism of your father abandon you?"

"Yes, just purely being left behind to die is my biggest fear"

"But how do you know all this?" Ominis asked

"I confronted father about it before new years and he never replied so I asked the house elf"

"You have a house elf"

"No my grandmother on my mother side has a house elf, she told me the whole thing"

"Fucken in hell Y/N you need a therapist" Sebastian said seriously

I laughed but not a good laugh it frightened them both and I saw the them step back a little as my fingers went through my hair threatening to pull them out