Sorry Anyway ♡-- Dark Romance Bucky Barnes x Reader

Standing

Warning!! Chapter may contain consensual but rough sexual play, sexual submission, oral sex and extreme BDSM, sexual and physical violence.

Chapter contains elements of toxic relationships, so trigger warning for that.

Please do not read if you have a problem with anything above.

--- Bucky's Point of View ---

I loved to feel her soft and plumb body, now all the more curvy in a beautiful way because she pregnant – fuck seeing her like this. I felt the darker side of me come out.

I was now in somewhat contentions harmony with the darker side of me, call it dissociative identity disorder, we were one but somewhat different, and he loved taking control of her totally.

I grabbed her hip when she started to squirm, I knew she was sensitive after I had fucked her.

"I remember when I first saw you, I knew that you were a Reaper of Chaos – I must admit I assumed you were Hydra at first - but I found that I really fucking didn't care, I wanted you – never in my wildest dreams did I think I would fall in love with any modern women."

I moved and with my bionic arm I reached over and cupped her belly, I could feel a flutter against my hand, our baby moving.

"But you took my heart, I swear I will make you happy, when this child is born we will go anywhere you want, I'm sorry for all the trouble I have caused you."

I came in her, but continued to pound into her, she moved her ass a little, I smiled at her slight discomfort, I slowed down as my cock softened, slowly pulling it out I sat back on my knees gently shoving her down on the bed, she turned and looked at me, she was blushing – another thing I loved about her – she was bashful.

I laid down next to her, out of breath and breathing hard, I reached over and pulled her against me, she snuggled up.

After a moment she let out a whine of discomfort.

"What is it, Doll?"

"I'm hungry again..."

I looked down at her, she looked up at me with a frown.

"Yeah you might be, I was told by the Wakanda doctors that you would have increased appetite, looks like that is now...I'll go get you something."

--- Your Point of View ---

You watched as he left, after a moment you started to get antsy, since you ran off with Steve, hell even before that – you had felt more than a little bit cooped up.

You quickly took a shower and then dressed warmly, you didn't plan on going far, the air was cool, clean and crisp – amazing.

You took a deep breath and walked a little way down the street, you didn't realize how far you had gone until you noticed that you didn't really know where you were now.

You looked behind yourself and you couldn't really see where you came from, you walked quickly the way that you came.

After a moment you saw Bucky standing outside, the moment he saw you he ran to you.

"What were you doing..." He barked, you stepped back and put up your hands.

"I'm sorry I am antsy...and I just needed to get some fresh you..."

Anger left his face, and he pulled you into a hug.

"Don't leave like that... please tell me, I'm so scared to lose you..."

There was such pain and anguish in his voice that it broke your heart, you buried your head into this shoulder, he helped you jump up and you wrapped your legs around his waist, you were holding onto him like a koala bear.

"Come on you little troublemaker, I brough you some food, let's get the two of you fed."

He turned and walked back, you looked over his shoulder, your heart picking up pace as you saw Steve, standing in the middle of the road, arms crossed.