Sorry Anyway ♡-- Dark Romance Bucky Barnes x Reader

Take Control

Warning!! Chapter may contain consensual but rough sexual play, sexual submission, oral sex and extreme BDSM, sexual and physical violence.

Chapter contains elements of toxic relationships – trigger warning for that.

Please do not read if you have a problem with anything above.

--- Your Point of View ---

You found that you were very tired, more emotionally tired than physically tired, you yawned and stretched then with a protective hand on your baby bump you laid down.

Moving to your side you looked up at Bucky, he was looking down at you, his blue eyes seemed to run over your whole body with admiration and love.

"You look so beautiful, and that bump, she growing..."

He laid down next to you, the heat of Egypt was eased when the started the fan above making the room much cooler, he put is hand on your hip giving it a little squeeze.

"Is it alright that my hand is here."

You blushed at how shyly he asked, but he always had that kind of hold on your heart and emotions. Just then the baby kicked and you jolted a little bit at the shock of it.

"What is wrong doll?" Bucky's voice was very anxious, grabbing his hand you put it on your stomach, he grew silent, focused deeply.

You watched as his eyes widened as he felt the kick, he looked up at you and your heart started to break at seeing the tears in his eyes.

"That's her doing that?"

You almost wanted to giggle at how innocent and amazed his voice sounded.

"Yeah, I think she likes hearing your voice."

"Now, what has happened if Steve."

"I'm sorry that I left you for him, I just, I couldn't..."

"Shhh, you don't need to explain." Quickly he moved forward and your lips met, it was a quick kiss and he pulled back seemingly reluctantly.

"I'm sorry..."

"No...it's okay. He might not be your Steve, but I thought he was like our worlds Steve, for the most part he seems like a very good man, but..."

"Did he hurt you?"

You looked at him more than a little bit shocked at the suggestion.

"My god no, but Loki came to see us..." You saw that Bucky's eyes narrowed but you decided not to press.

"Bucky he couldn't lift Mjölnir."

Bucky tilted his head and his eyes narrowed.

"Really?"

"Yeah."

Bucky thought for a moment, licking his lips in a very unintentionally seductive manner.

"So that Steve is not worthy."

"To put it kind of broadly, yes."

You yawned again, and Bucky put his hand back on your hip and rubbed up and down.

"Get some sleep baby, I can tell that you need it. We don't have to make any hard decisions soon, we can just take it easy and see how things go..."

"Thank you." Your eyes were already closed and you gave into the exhaustion.

{Hours Later}

You woke up to feel some pressure on you, your eyes opened, and you realized it was very dark out, you look up into the face of Bucky, and you knew instantly looking at him it was The Winter Soldier.

"I knew you would come out at some time." Your voice was unsteady.

"You knew it was me?"

"Yes..."

"Are you going to demand to give him back?"

You realized that you missed this side of him, you loved both the darkness and the innocent in him.

"No...you can stay for a moment. Why have you come out..."

"To do this..."

He leaned down and kissed you, the kiss was rougher and more dominant, after a moment I turned my head away and let out a little sob.

"Are you going to hurt him?"

"What?"

"Are you going to hurt Steve if he come's for me?"

"Oh I want to fucking kill him. And I will do anything to protect you and..." He put his hand on your lower stomach. "Our daughter, but no I wont harm him without first being provoked."

He kissed your cheek and then moved up to your forehead, giving you a very chaste kiss of love and affection.

"It has been too long, and I am going to ask you to break your marriage vow, make love to me...please."

"Bucky..."

"No, make love to me, not him..." He growled, leaning down you tanged your hand in his short hair as he kissed your neck, you breathed in smelling him, you wanted him, you always wanted him.

"I love you..." He gently exclaimed, making you sob.

You were so lost, but you needed to feel him hard against you, fuck you needed to feel him in you.

"Yes...please you have to take control Bucky because, I can't..." You begged.

"Gladly doll..." He moved his body more on top of yours.