WOH LAMHEIN- kahani teri meri

part-39

After driving at fastest possible speed Shivay reached to his flat...only to welcomed by his mother who were ordering staff to make dinner.

Pin: where were you Shivay?...she asked as she spot him.

Shiv: mom...have you seen Anika? Does she back?

Pin: of course she is...after all where she will go? She has no one to go...jabse aayi hai maharani kamre mein jakar baithi hai.

Shivay ran to her without listening Pinky's unnecessary taunts.

He got his breath back when he found her sitting on bed with her head on headrest with close eyes.

Shiv: Anika...he called but she choose to ignore which angers him little. Closing the door with thud he went to her and jerked her from bed.

Ani: ahh...what are you doing?...she asked clutching her abdomen.

Shiv: what you did Anika? Have you gone nuts? How can you leave me like this after whatever happened between us last night?

Ani: what happened? Nothing? We...umm...not we...i just spent a night with you and fulfilled need that's it...why you are making it big issue? Waise bhi according to you i am characterless girl right; so by sleeping with you i proved you more right.

Shiv: Anika...come back on earth what are you saying? and how dare you use those filthy words for yourself?

Ani: you yourself have used these words for me that too in front of whole society so what if i did to myself?

Shiv: Anika..don't do this to me please...i can't bear it more and how can you just called our togetherness as one night stand?...he asked teary eyed.

Ani: ohh please...i don't want to argue with you more...and i won't come in your tears again.

Shiv: Niku...tell me what happened suddenly? last night you said you forgave me...you accepted my love then why now you are behaving rudely with me.

Ani: shut upp...stop ranting this Niku...niku again and again and about last night...everything every damn thing was fake from my side okay? Did you hear?

Shiv: accha...eveything was fake?...he asked moving closer to her and started opening her shirt's button.

Ani: what are you doing? Stay away...she pushed him.

Shiv: i haven't touched you without your will in past nor will i do it now its just that i wanna show you this...he said pointing towards her mangalsutra.

Anika gets shocked when she realised he saw it already and tried to hide it back.

Shiv: no need to hide it now...i have already seen it last night now tell me why you still wears it?

Ani: i am not answerable to you.

Shiv: why? Bolne mein sharam aa rahi hai ke aaj bhi Anika apne pati ke naam ka mangalsutra pehnti hai...will you still won't accept you still loves me?

Ani: yes i wear it but not due to i love you...i wore it because it keeps reminding me the big mistake i did in my life...marrying you...now got your peace...she asked angrily and started walking towards door.

Shiv: i will get my peace back when you will be back in my life and for that i am ready to do anything tumhare liye main pehle waala Shivay banne ke liye bhi taiyaar hoon...he said holding her hands.

Ani: in your dreams.

Shiv: if my dream would be beautiful like you i am ready to see them ever.

Ani: you are gone case...she said making faces before moving out for dinner.

After sometime,

Ani: what is going on Gauri?

Gau: bhojai... Woh dadi asked to have jagrata tonight so its preparation.

Shiv: Anika...i will be out till this all things gets over you don't wait for me and sleep.

Ani: why are you telling me all this?...she asked frustratedly.

Shiv: because i know that after whatever happened between us last night now you won't able to sleep without being in my arms...he replied shamelessly.

Ru: accha bhaiya...what happened tell us too...he asked jumping in between from nowhere.

Shiv: ask your dear bhabhi...he smirked and went out.

Ru: tell na bhabhi...

Ani: shut up...saying she went to her room.

Shivay drove to nearby beach...he sat on sand...taking out his phone from pocket he looks at her photo in which she was smiling whole heartly.

I know i shouldn't expect or ask you to behave with me good like nothing happened...everything...everything was my fault i shouldn't had been late on that day but i needed some time alone to think about everything that's why i got late...

Knowing...i lost my control on everything when it comes to you; how i turns into possessive jerk...still you choose to ran away from me? Mera dimag garam hua tha Niku aur tum acche se janti ho ke mujhe aasani se ghussa aata nahi aur jab aata hai toh it burst on whatever comes in front...i was so angry but not on you i was angry on myself that you had to face humiliation and insult because of those photos.

Tum sochti hoo i believed on those photos but sach baat toh yeh hai ke i never trusted on those...main naraj is baat se tha ke mere hote hue tumhe phirse woh sab face karna pada...i was angry that i get to know what happened with you from the third person instead of you.

After cooling down my head i had came to your father's home to get you back...to marry you again just like you wanted but what you did? You asked your father to get me out of your house and life?

You should at least had talked to me...bass chhoti si galatfehmi thi...aati baat karti mujhse... jhagdti mere saath...don chaar thappad mar leti like you always does but you choose to be away from me to ran away from everything...was our love were this weak?

Where was the ASR i loved? the strong girl...an independent wife...a law devotee?...according to you if i had ran away from you and marriage you should have filled case for cheating...i left you alone in mandap that doesn't mean you should accept defeat...tumhe ladna chahiye tha apne liye...kisi dusri aurat ke saath agar ye sab hota toh tum uski madat karti na jhaasi ki raani banke then why you didn't helped yourself that day?

Apni bahu pe haath utaane ke liye, usko torchur karne ke liye, under the charge of domestic violence why you didn't filled case against me and my family? You never let me know once how my family treats you just kept quite to maintain their respect into my eyes...but what about your own self-respect?

What did you said today? One night stand? Really?...am i your one night stand? You stoop so low just to revenge me? I agree i have hurt you allot and i deserves your every hatred but what to do this heart becomes selfish as it beats for you only...before doing all these drama why didn't you pricked some daggers into my heart?

I never felt this much pain when i tried to take my own life after you left me...three times...three times i tried to kill myself but don't know why god saved me everytime...seeing hate for me in your eyes is more painful Niku...his eyes started watering feeling pang in his heart.

He glanced his watch to realise its quite late...thinking so he started driving back to his flat.