bambina♡

30- numb little bug

Carina's pov
"Bambina are you sure" I asked Maya after what she said "I- I do" she said shocked because her own thoughts "I would love that" I said and she kissed me and we looked at the girl sleep "our girl" Maya said playing with Lena's hair making her move closer into her chest "look like she found her home" I said loving the way Maya's with her "I hope so" Maya said hugging her

Lena's pov
I woke up and saw Maya hugging me and playing with my hair, that feels weird but in a good way I like it "hey sunshine" Maya said when she saw I'm awake "Did you slept well?" She asked kindly "yes thank you" I said not looking at her feeling a little ashamed "hey sweetie don't look down look at me" she said and I looked at her "everything is gonna be ok I'm gonna make sure of it" she said softly and hugged me tightly

Carina's pov
I got into the room and Lena got closer to Maya "hey hey its ok sunshine this is Carina she is my girlfriend'' Maya said and Lena looked at me "hey" she said shyly "hello bambina" I said and she smiled softly "so I checked with Teddy and she's discharging you now" I said and Lena smiled but a few seconds later she looked down a little sad "hey bambina what's wrong" I asked and Maya looked down at her "I have nowhere to go  I don't want to go to a stranger house" she said sadly "well actually we wanted to ask you if you want to come with us" Maya asked and Lena smiled "really" she asked happily "sì bambina" I said smiling at her and she jumped from her bed hugging me, I hugged her but then she backed off looking a little scared "I-I'm sorry" she said shyly "for what bambina" I asked confused as Maya and I looked at each other "for jumping at you like that I'm sorry please don't be mad" she said "I'm not mad Lena you can hug us when ever you want I loved it! Come here" I said and opened my arms for her and she hugged me "hey what about me" Maya said fake offended "Come bella" I opened my arms and we both hugged Lena together...

Lena's pov
Teddy came and discharged me and now we were on our way to there house "ok sunshine we are here" Maya told me and we go out of the car "are you ready" Carina asked and put her hand on my shoulder and I nodded she opened the door and I looked around as Carina and Maya got in "coma bambina do you want to see your room" Carina asked and I looked at her shocked "my room" I asked surprised "yes sunshine" Maya said and they took me to the room, we got in and I looked around as tears started to fill my eyes "thank you thank you so much" I turned around and hugged them crying "of course bambina we are here now we are not leaving" Carina said as Maya kiss my head, I looked up and saw Maya crying "why are you crying did I do something wrong I'm sorry" I started to panic "no no honey I'm just happy it's ok" Maya told me and hugged me again "ok bambina go to shower movie night!" Carina said and I smiled before I ran to shower and when I got in I saw a pair of sweatpants and t-shirt of station 19 which made me smile understanding its Mayas.

Mayas pov
"I don't know what got into me I can't believe I already cried in front of her" I said to Carina as we got the blankets and popcorn out "you're an amazing mamma that's what got into you" Carina said and capped my cheeks "I'm a mamma, we are moms I can't believe that" I said shocked "get used to it" she said and kissed me "hey" Lena got out "hey sunshine" I said and put my hand out for her to hold it, she took it and smiled at me.
We went to the living room and sat on the couch "so what do you want to watch bambina" Carina asked smiling "can we watch the eage of seventeen?" Lena said sweetly "yes of course" I said and started the movie

Lena's pov
Something like an hour into the movie the sad scene came, this scene always makes me cry understanding the way she feels, when Maya heard me sniffled she stopped the movie and looked at me, "are you ok sunshine" she asked kindly "I'm sorry I just love this scene" I said with my head down "are you sure honey, you know its ok to feel this way, even I felt this way before I mat Carina" she said "I don't think we mean the same feeling" I said and she looked at me "mind to explain?" She asked and I looked at her "do you ever get a little bit tired of life?" I asked her "like you're not really happy but you don't want to die" she said "Like you're hanging by thread but you gotta survive" I continued "cause you gotta survive" she repeated me "still think I don't get that" she said smiling kindly "thank you" I said and she looked at me confused "for what lee" "for making me feel like home" I said with tears "I hope this can be you're home from now on" she said "I hope that too" I said and cuddled into her

So.. this been a while I know:/
but anyway hope you enjoyed this chapter<3