bambina♡

8- runaway

*A month later....*

Carinas pov
"Well as much as I want to stay in bed with you I need to go" I said as I kissed her softly, "what baby noooo please stay with meee" she said and looked at me with her big puppy eyes, she always makes it so hard to go, but I know I have to, "come on bella you know its hard to me to don't do that.." I said sadly, " I don't want to leave you but you know I have to" I added, "I know I wish I could stay with you all day" she said and I had an idea, "well bella why won't you come with me today?" I said and smiled "wait really? yesss" she yelled as she sat up, "let go to shower baby come" she said as she run to the bathroom, "you're so cute!!" I laugh and ran to her

Mayas pov
We got out and got dressed and in a few minutes me got to the car. "I'm so excited I can't wait!!" I told her as we got into the car, "I can see that bella" she laughed and kissed my forhead. We were on the road for something like 30 minutes and then we got to the hospital, we went straight to her office she talked with a few people on the way and then we got there, her office was beautiful she is so good in design I loved that it was so relaxing...

Carinas pov
Maya sat on the sofa and she was so beautiful today I wish I could just stay in my office with her the all day but I have to work..
After a while we were at the office someone knocked at the door "come in" I said and Arizona came in "oh hey Arizona what's up" "hey Carina and Maya I guess" she said and smiled "yeah hey" Maya said she looked a little weird I don't think she was ok with Arizona, I wonder why I thought to myself "so... Carina I need your help in some case" "si ok let's go" "I will be bake soon are you ok in here" I asked Maya "yeah baby of course go save some lives" she said and I smiled

Mayas pov
I don't like that Arizona I don't know something about just makes me angry, but Carina looked like she's ok with her so I can't really do anything I just waited until Carina coming back, but I was bored so I decided to go for a walk in the hospital I walk until I got to OB, I looked at the baby's a little bit and then I asked one of the nurses where Carina was and she walked me to some room but when I walked in I saw Arizona trying to kiss Carina and everything hits me I was so mad so sad god I was so sad I felt horrible "no Arizona I love Maya I can't you know that" I heard Carina saying to her and then she noticed I was there "Maya.. I...." I didn't even let her finish I just run, I run so fast until I got out of the hospital, I got a taxi and went to my place. At the moment I closed the door I burst into tears the thought of her with someone else was so hard to me I couldn't do anything but crying I never cried because of something like that but I know she had that affect on me...
After a few minutes of crying I went to bed, I just layed there crying she told her 'you know that' so its happened before and Carina didn't told me, the thought about that makes me cry even more until I cried myself to sleep.

Carinas pov
"What am I going to do she was so hurt I never so her like that" I cried, "hey what's uppp" Amelia came in and come closer to me whenshe saw me crying"oh Carina what happened..." she asked kindly and I told her everything I don't know something about her makes me feel safe I know I could thrust her she was the first one that even talked with me...
After I told her everything we sat on the couch and I stopped crying, " I need to go after her she was so sad I can't believe I let that happen" I said and got up, " I will tell Bailey that you had an emergency don't worry go" Amelia said, " thank you so much" I said as I ran out of the door.
I got into my car and drove to her house.

Mayas pov
I woke up because someone was knocked at the door my head hurts so much from crying... I didn't even look how is it I just opened the door, "Maya I'm so sorry bambina I love, I didn't let her kiss I saw that I know you saw that" she talked so fast she really cares about me but that was so hurt I kept thinking about her and Arizona "stop.. please stop" I said sadly "I know you stopped her but I know this wasn't the first time and you didn't told me.. why did you just said something..." I said almost crying again "I didn't want to get you angry bella I'm so sorry" she said in tears and got closer until she put her hand on my cheek " Carina I can't.." I said and pushed her away " I can't stop thinking but her touching you.. kissing you..." I said and cried "I need time I can't see you now because when I see you all I can think about was her touching you and I can't think about that" I added "ok bambina but please call me when you're ok I'm so sorry I really am.." she said and left
I know this may look like I'm overreacting but she was the only person I felt like I can trust on I never let someone in but she was different I love her so much I can't see her with someone else...

Carinas pov
Today was so hard, when I saw Maya like that I know she wasn't sad because Arizona almost kissed me, she was sad because I didn't told her that Arizona did that before. She trusted me and I didn't told her. I feel so bad I love her so much I can't lose her, I won't lose her because of something like that. I need to do something she really trusted me she never trust at people but she trusted me what have I done...

I really tried to to that like a big fight but I love them happy and that was so hard....
The next episode will explain a lot.