bambina♡

24- what other people say

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Mayas pov
I know I promised Andy I'm gonna tell Carina everything I feel but what if I don't know what I feel what if I won't figure this out and she will hate me I feel like I can't breathe "hey bambina are you ok" Carinas voice got me out of my thoughts "mhm I'm good" I said and a tear rolled down my face and she hugged me "hey bella.. hey..." Carina comport me and put my head on her chest "what's going on bambina" she said after I calmed down "I- I don't know I want to tell you I swear ai just don't know I'm scared but I don't know from what" I cried again "it's ok bambina you will tell me when you can but till then I'm gonna be here and tuck your hair behind your ear and tell you that I'm always here do you hear me" she said and hugged me tightly "yes thank you" I giggled "I love you" "I love you too bambina"

Carinas pov
I got to the kitchen and started to make dinner "Please go away.. PLEASE" I heard Maya screaming and ran to our bedroom "stop go away" I heard her crying "hey... my love I'm here everything is ok" I said and she woke up "I'm Carina I'm scared" she broke down and I hugged her. "What did you dreamed about" I asked her after she calmed down "about the time I was at my parents house and.. and I got second on the rise I should have looked forward but I thought something happened to my friend" she said and I hugged her again "it's ok you're her now he's not going to hurt you" I said she cuddled into my arms "bambina can you tell me more about your past I mean only if you want to I don't want to push you I just what to know more so I will be able to help" I said calmly "um yes I think I can try" she said and took a deep breath " I used to call my mom every Sunday so she knew her love wasn't far away but now I'm all fucked up out in LA 'cause I care more about what other people say I used to not take chances with God's name but it's been so long since I last prayed" she said and looked down "look at me my love.." I said and lift her head up "I'm very proud at you" I said and she smiled at me but before she could say something the phone rang so Maya picked it up and it was her mom so she put it on speaker "Ma- Maya can you came pick me up I'm at the park next to the house" her mom said "yes I'm on my way what happened" Maya said scared "just came please I will tell you at home" her mom said and hung up "let's go" I said and we ran to the park

Katherine's pov
"Mom mom are you ok what happened" Maya said panicking " you're father was here he.. he saw me and hit my face but there were some people here so they protected me and he left" I said and Maya hugged me "I'm sorry I should have be here I'm sorry" she said and hugged me tighter "it's not your fault sweetie come on let's go home" I said and we went home.
"Ok Katherine it's gonna hurt a little but I need to sterilize your cut" Carina said calmly "ok" I said and Maya hold my hand "and... that's it you free to go" Carina said kindly "thank you, I'm sorry for making so much trouble I will understand if you want me to leave" I said "no Mom please stay we want you here you're not making trouble, you're not the problem he is and he's gonna pay for what he did" Maya said angrily

Mayas pov
It was 11pm already so we went to our beds Carina was already a sleep but I couldn't stop thinking that I should have been there, it's my fault I should have protected her she came here to help me and I failed her like always I'm such a failure I hate this feeling I need to do something it doesn't matter what just something I thought to myself and got up to the kitchen when I saw the knife on the table I look at that I know I shouldn't do that but I feel so guilty and this is always helped me feel better back at home so I just did it again and again deep but not enough I kept going until I heard Carina "bambina are you ok why are you here" she said and I just cried so she ran to me "what happened" she said and then she saw my arm "Maya.. what..." she said with tears in her eyes as she realized what I did "lets take care of that" she said and put a bandage on my cuts "why bambina..." she said still trying to hold her tears "because I deserved it It's my fault she got hurt I let her go alone and I know he was dangerous and I didn't protect her" I said crying "it's not your fault bambina how could you know its gonna happen you can't be there all the time" she told me and kissed my hand "she came here for help and I didn't helped her" I said and pulled my hair "hey hey bambina let go look at me" Carina said and stopped me from pulling my hair "its not your fault do you hear me, that true she came here for help and you helped her more then you can know just because you were here for her" she said and looked me in the eyes "do you really think so" "yes bambina and next time I need you to came and talk to me don't do that don't hurt yourself you're beautiful and smart and loved you don't need this I'm here for you" she said and a tear rolled down her face "thank you" I said and she kissed me "no need to thank me, do you want to go to sleep" "yes please" I answered and we went to our rooms

Ok I know its Stefanias birthday I'm sorry for posting a sad chapter I wanted to do a happy one but it just didn't worked out the next one is going to be extra happy for Stefs birthday I will post it as soon as possible.

the next one is going to be happy I swear!!!