𝐒𝐲𝐧 𝐅𝐨𝐫 𝐌𝐞┃𝐁𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐎𝐧𝐞

-Chapter 40-

"Princess," he whispered between the kiss, making my cheeks heat, "tell me to stop."

I could feel his hardness pressing against me through my jeans and I reached between us, my hand grazing the soft skin of his swollen arousal. His body shivered on top of me as he pulled away from the kiss and I bit my lip, looking up at him. "Say it," he whispered.

"No." His eyes flashed a bright red, and I swallowed a lump in my throat. Syn didn't scare me anymore, but he always looked a bit menacing in the light of the moon. Which was now peeking through the red curtains and shining down on us.

With the aggressive flick of his wrist, he tore my shirt open. Not being able to wait for him to undress me, I removed it as fast as I could and unclipped my bra, his eyes on my breasts as I pulled my arms out of the material.

His mouth moved to my neck hurriedly, making me arch my back as he kissed down my stomach and to the waistband of my jeans. His fingers worked at the buttons and he unzipped it, sitting up to pull them down my legs. I helped him move them past my feet and giggled as he threw them to the far corner of the room.

"No underwear?" He whispered, his finger thrusting into my wetness, making me moan loudly. "Were you expecting this?"

"More like hoping."

"I don't think I can wait any longer, Princess," he said, sliding another finger into me as he rubbed my clit.

"Then don't," I breathed out, the pressure between my legs building up. There would be time for foreplay later, but right now, I wanted him in me. I knew this would be the swipe of the tongue that sealed the letter of my doom shut, but I willingly accepted it. In fact, I embraced it because never in my life had I ever met someone that made me want to lose every ounce of control I had in my body. I wanted to belong to him and in turn...I wanted him to be mine.

His hand wrapped around my throat, slightly squeezing and his soft lip returned to mine and I let my hands travel into his hair. My gentle tugs made him groan, his deep vibrato sending vibrations straight to my core, making me wetter than I already was.

He placed a hand by my head, his free arm reaching between our bodies as he aligned himself at my entrance. I sucked in a harsh breath at the feel of his large girth teasing my core, and I placed a hand on his chest. "Is this going to hurt?"

Sex wasn't something I was interested in after being with Justin for so long, and I was worried. Would it be just as bad? My eyes floated to the top of the room as memories passed through my mind, and a tear slipped down to my ear. I quickly wiped it, but Syn had already seen it and sighed.

He flipped our bodies, making me gasp as I caught myself with a hand on his chest. I looked down at him, confused as to what he was trying to do, and he moved a strand of hair behind my ear. "You're on top now. You can go as fast or as slow as you want and if you want to stop, then stop. Okay? I'm not whoever else you've been with. Don't think about them."

The thought behind what he was doing made my heart flutter, but this somehow seemed scarier than him being on top of me. He could see everything now. Nothing could be hidden with the shadow of his body on top of mine. I was now the one exposed to his roaming eyes.

I laughed nervously, putting a hand in front of my face to block our eye contact. "This is embarrassing!" I shrieked softly. "I'm sorry for ruining the moment."