" Choose me, love me, fuck me"
Both broken, both unhappy. They agreed to not look for each other, just cheat on their loved once for one night after meeting up in an annual mask party. Zayn Malik, member of One Direction currently engaged to Perrie...
" No?" He started opening and closing his mouth. He was so cute that I left out a little giggle.
" Not just yet, that's all I'm saying" I pulled him up from the floor so he would stand infront of me as I explained.
" I want to marry you when all of this is over. When we are finally free. What is left now is the paper work..." Zayn cut me off quickly.
" I don't understand?" He raised his eyebrows and peered his eyes like he was trying to vision what he missed. What he did wrong.
" Let me finish love" I his new shaved cheek gently before I continued. " Perrie just walked out of the door. Literally few seconds ago. I want to marry you"
This got Zayn even more confused. He took both of my hands and pressed them against his lips as he took a deep breath and closed his eyes. Like he was counting to ten in his head.
" Tara, you are talking in circles" He opened his eyes and let the hands fall down gently.
" Ask me to marry you when the timing is right. I want to be with you, forever ! But this is not the right time to propose to me" I couldn't explain this more to him. I didn't want him to ask me when he was so newly "broken away" from Perrie. I wanted to try normal life with him before.
Zayn started to realize what I was talking about. He smiled and pulled me closer, like I wasn't close enough to him already.
" You are a smart woman Tara, you know that?" A side smile grew on his right cheek before turning into a cute little smirk.
" I pretend I am" I said back and couldn't help but find his smile contagious. I wrapped my arms around his neck and looked around as he ran his fingers down my back. He took his eyes of me and looked around to see what I was looking at.
" You are a very romantic man Zayn, you know that?" I copied him and looked at him with appreciation. The white roses were my favorite and they were everywhere.
" I pretend I am" He left out a little giggle. He looked into my eyes, like he was accepting how happy he made me feel. " God why can't I marry you already?" He asked and the smile disappeared from his lips, just as quickly as a dark cloud over the sun on a windy day.
I pressed my forhead against his. " Pretend you are romantic for a while, and keep waiting for me...please?"
I felt his fingers lock around my shirt as he took a deep breath.
" Pretend you are a smart woman, and join me in the shower"
Wet hair, warm drops running down our naked bodies and passionate kisses. Moments like these should last forever. Feeling his hands run down my body was something I would never want to miss.
Feeling his lips on mine before kissing my neck made me gasp for the air I needed to confirm that I was alive, not dreaming an endless fantasy dream.
Feeling him and his hips move the exactly the way I wanted made me close my eyes and drift away, like I was experience some kind of unique high. The cold glass that he pressed me against couldn't even bring me back.
I loved him so much. It even hurt. Still I couldn't help but question if we could ever marry.
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