One night stand-Zayn Malik

Chapter 50- Fix you.

Hey guys ! Thank you so much for waiting for me to come back home after easter breake ! Hope you all had a lovely holiday/springbreak/ or just a week :) I'm back now and I decided to give you two chapters today, hope you enjoy xx

And OMG chapter 50 already ?!?!?! okey sorry enjoy haha

Tara's P.O.V

I heard footsteps behind me so I turned around quickly in my chair, hoping to see the man I love standing in the door with a solution for all of this. Hoping that he would tell me that he really did have a plan and that we wouldn't have to choose between the world and love again.

" Tara please don't be mad at me, I can't bare it"

My heart skipped a beat as I saw Niall standing in the door. His eyes looked different, so sad somehow and I could see that he was having trouble breathing right. I stood up slowly but I wanted to sit down again and hide.

" I'm being sued because you slept with the girl I trusted to finish my work" I said as I made my way towards him.

" It is because of you" He finally said after he had been staring at me for a while. I couldn't help but laugh ironically over his answer.

" Yes, blame everything on me Niall, that is great" I turned around and crossed my hands over my stomach. I didn't want him to see that I was shivering and that I felt sick to my stomach. I didn't want to know what he was thinking or what he wanted, even though deep down I knew what it was.

" I have to, you just showed up one day, wearing that cute smile of yours, being nice and I could tell that you didn't look at us as some famous lads who wanted everything to be handed to them"

I couldn't help but turn around to look at him. He took a step closer to me and smiled for a second.

" You just...And in the bus? You understood me and they way I feel and I tried to get you off my mind but I could not and I thought for a slight second that maybe I could comfort you when Zayn chose Perrie but you left" Niall said everything lightly and with a smile on his face but the last words sounded angry and mad.

" I had to leave my aunt died" I was getting mad too. How could he blame me for something that was my duty to do?

" You don't understand, you left me" His eyes were looking so deeply into mine that it hurt. I had to look away and I realized that we weren't standing far away from each other.

" I left everyone what are you talking about ?" I threw my hands in the air and I was getting annoyed.

" No you left me ! You left me" Niall shouted.

I took one step back and my heart jumped. He took a deep breath and closed his eyes. When he opened them he was serious but hurt at the same time.

" You never called, texted or tried to contact me....us"

I had to take a minuet to think. Why didn't I notice that he was mad because of that?

" Are you mad at me because I left or because I love Zayn?" I had to ask. We stood infront of each other and the tension was so much that I could feel it in in my bones. We knew that everything would be different after this night.

" You left me to be with Zayn"

Seven words that I wished that I never heard flew out of his once so kissable lips. My stomach dropped and I couldn't feel my hands anymore. I found tears in my eyes come up because I was going to be the girl that broke a heart that was already broken heart. I was too familiar with that pain and I couldn't bare to do that to anyone.

" But I love Zay-" Before I could finish Niall took my hand in his and pulled me closer to him so he could press his lips against mine. I felt the beautiful feeling I felt in the bus but at the same time I knew it wasn't beautiful. It was dark and forbidden.

I stopped the kiss and pushed him gently away but I didn't want to let him go completely.

" This isn't going to fix anything now" I had to say to make him understand that though the kiss we shared in the bus fixed us for a little bit, it would never fix us again. Ever.

He took my hands again and I was forced to look into his blue eyes that only wanted what was best for me. I took my hands away and looked down. This I could not do.

I had to tell him that I couldn't do this to him. I looked up, ready to talk when I saw someone watching us through the glass wall.

I stopped breathing as I looked straight into Zayn's eyes who stared into mine back. I could see that he was so disappointed.

Niall figured that I was in shock so he turned around and took a step away from me when he noticed Zayn.

" Shit" He whispered and at that moment Zayn started to move. He shook his head and turned around to walk away. I closed my eyes and the tears started streaming down my face. Just as I thought that he was walking away he turned around and ran into the office.