Rebecca's POV
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Bec
Remember what?
What am I supposed to remember?
He texted back.
Richard
You told me that
you still loved me.
We were both drunk
but I still remember
you telling me that
you still love me. After
you said that, we had
sex.
My face felt like it drained of color and I froze and dropped my phone.
I. Cheated. On. Ryan.
The one thing I refused to do, I did it.
I'm a horrible girlfriend.
I don't deserve Ryan.
He deserved so much better than a cheating whore.
Oh god.
I hope Richard used protection and I hope Ryan used protection. I'm not on birth control and fuck... I can't have a child with either of them. It wouldn't be fair on the baby if it had to grow up with its parents separated.
I can only hope they did.
I need to tell Ryan this but I don't want him to break up with me.
I got another text from Ricky.
Richard
I'm sorry for sleeping
with you. I wouldn't
have done it if I were
sober. I know it's not
an excuse but yeah.
Please tell Ryan that
I'm sorry for betraying
him.
Also if you're wondering,
yes, I did use a condom.
I don't want any kids.
Just tell Ryan that I'm
sorry. You don't need to
go into detail about why
I'm sorry to him but just
tell him that I'm sorry
I guess I'll bring it up tonight...
