Formula 1 One-Shots (I)

Oscar Piastri [89]

A/N: This one is for LilyHeseltine123. I hope you like it! I had my first vaccine shot yesterday and it went pretty well. Today I can't really move my arm but apart from that I'm fine. 

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Giggling Oscar and I enter our shared home to escape the pouring rain which is wetting everything outside including us. We just went for a short walk, but surprisingly the good and sunny weather turned into this kind of rainstorm.

Our breathing is a bit irregular, but we still can't supress the giggles which leave our lips every few seconds. After a few minutes we finally managed to slow down our breathing and now I can feel the cold stinging on my skin.

"I think we should get out of these drenched clothes." I tell Oscar and make my way to the bathroom while Oscar follows me closely.

"I'm just going to take these clothes off and then I am going to leave." He informs me and takes a towel out of the cabinet.

Hesitating I bite on my lip. Oscar hadn't seen me naked for a long time because I had a big crash while racing. My body was bruised, and I had several operations which saved my life in the end.

I had different injuries and now my body is covered in different sized scars. In my head is a little blockade which prevents me from open up to Oscar again. I am scared that he is not going to like me anymore when he sees the scars, sees how much I have changed since the accident.

"Can...can you stay?" I finally ask him before he has left the bathroom completely. Oscar stays in his position for a second seeming like he is not sure if I really just have said this.

"If you are comfortable with it?" He says and comes back to me after he closed the door again. His hands stretch out to entwine with mine and he looks closely at me to see if I really want him to stay in the bathroom.

"I trust you." I mutter and sink my gaze. It is true I trust Oscar and even if I couldn't show it to him properly the last weeks and months I want him to know this fact. We stay closely for a few minutes until a shiver from me rips us out of our thoughts.

"Can I undress you?" Oscar suddenly mumbles but looks like he regrets his words the second after they left his lips.

"I am sorry, I know that you are not comfortable with this and..." he starts to blubber but I stop him.

"It's okay Oscar. As I said, I trust you." My voice is barely audible and a bit shaky because in reality I am a bit scared of him seeing me naked for the first time after such a long period.

Oscars gulps a bit and breaths in deeply before he slowly begins to roll up my shirt before he pulls it over my head. His eyes stay fixated with mine and he does not lower them for a second. His fingers open my trousers before he kneels down and gently detach the sticky fabric from my cold skin.

When he stands up again a wave of shame rolls over me and I turn away from Oscar, now facing the wall. I can feel my throat tighten and some tears that prickle in my eyes, but I try to stay calm as much as possible.

"Shh, don't hide from me." Oscar mumbles and lightly touches my shoulders. His body is close behind mine and I can feel the warm which radiates from it, but I can not stand his closeness at the moment.

"Don't look at me." I breath out not trusting my voice fully and indeed it cracks when I speak up. My arms are crossed in front of my chest and I can feel my breathing getting fast, but I do not want to cry now.

"Why not?" Oscar's voice stays calm while he places his head on mine, closing the tiny gap between our bodies. Even though his voice is calm I can feel his fastening heartbeat behind me I am sure his fingers would shake a bit when he didn't have placed them on my shoulders.