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Y/N
"What is so important that you needed to show up to my house unannounced?" I ask
"Well not only have you blocked my number but you also blocked me on all social media .. so I had no choice but to come here" she says rolling her eyes
I sigh "What do you want Jayda?"
"Are you going to let me in?"
I shake my head no "I don't think this will take too long" I say
Now I know I'm being petty but I can't help it. This is the woman that broke my heart.
"Y/n please this is serious"
I look her in the eyes and it looks like she's been up all crying all night. I start thinking about how bad I've been treating her lately and I kind of feel bad about it. So I moved to the side and allowed her to come in.
She takes a seat on the couch and I walk over to stand in front of her
"What's up?" I ask
She looks down playing with her hands and then back up at me
"I'm pregnant"
Pregnant?? I wasn't expecting that at all. So many thoughts start running through my head right now and I don't really know what to say. What I do know is that there's a chance this baby isn't mine
"Whatchu telling me for?"
She frowns and says "It's your baby Y/n"
I scoffed at that "You expect me to believe that?"
She sighs audibly and says "Look I know I hurt you Y/n and I'm sorry. I've been trying to fix things between us but all you do is push me away. I know you hate me right now but I can't do this without you . I don't want to do this without you" tears start falling down her face
"You slept with somebody else while we were together and now you coming to me tryna say it's my baby " I say
"It's not his baby Y/n. What happened with him was a mistake .. a mistake that only happened once and It wasn't around the time I got pregnant"
I laugh "Once?"
"I swear it was just once. I got caught up in the moment and it just happened Y/n. It meant nothing to me"
I clinch my fist tightly "I think you've lied to me enough Jayda. It obviously meant something to you. It was worth ruining our relationship right?"
"No relationship is perfect Y/n ! I'm not denying the fact that I fucked up. I hurt you and I know that there's nothing that I can say that will change that but at least I've been trying. How long are you gonna hold this shit over my head?"
"I'm not holding anything over your head Jayda. I'm trying to move on with my life and I just want you to do the same."
"So that's it Y/n? You just gonna give up on me and not even try to make this work?"
"Make what work?"
"Make us work Y/n .. We're having a baby ---"
"Your having a baby" I say
"Wow .. You hate me that much that your willing to deny your own child?"
"I don't even know if that's my baby. It could be his baby or somebody else's. It's no telling how many niggas you slept with behind my back"
She rises from the couch and steps to me with her finger pointed at me "Don't talk to me like I'm some kinda hoe Y/n."
I shrug "I didn't call you a hoe but if the shoe fits"
"Fuck you Y/n. You wanna act like your so perfect and you never done anything wrong in our relationship --"
"I'm not perfect but I know I've never hurt you the way you hurt me. I never cheated on you, I was always honest, I always put you first and I loved you more than I ever loved anybody. What did I get in return Jayda?"
She puts her hands over her face and cries out "I'm sorry Y/n"
I know she's sorry but it doesn't change what she did. I'm still hurting from what she did to me and I don't know If we could ever mend things. Apart of me is hoping the baby isn't mine so I don't have to deal with her or this situation again. But of course the other part of me is hoping that is it mine.
She finally stops crying and wipes away her tears "I love you Y/n. I know you probably don't feel the same anymore but that won't stop me from loving you. I ruined what we had and I have to live with that decision I made for the rest of my life. But this is your baby Y/n and whatever I have to do to prove that to you I will do it." she says as she holds her stomach
I look down at her stomach briefly and nod my head
"I wanted to give this to you" she says and then reaches in her back pocket
She hands me a sonogram of the baby and immediately I get mixed emotions all over again. I feel happy but angry at the same time.
"I'll go now" she says and walks to the door
I don't even acknowledge her leaving because I'm so focused on the picture. What if this is my baby ? What If I can never forgive her? What if it's his baby?
*FLASHBACK*
Jayda POV
"You know I love you right?" I ask Y/n as I straddle her lap on the bed
"Yes baby. Are you okay?" she asks
"Yes" I say with a smile
I want to tell her what happened but I'm scared to lose her. If I tell her she will leave me and I can't handle that.
"Can I get a kiss?" she asks
I cup her face in my hands and bring our mouths together. It starts out slow and soft and I can feel Y/n getting excited. I bite down on her plump bottom lip, seeking permission to deepen the kiss. Y/n parts her lips slowly and I slide my tongue in.
Y/n reaches out and gently massages one of my breast. She breaks the kiss and says "You are so fuckin' sexy"
I can't help but to blush. I love that she always makes me feel like the most beautiful woman in the world.
"Take off your bra" she orders, eyes wicked with anticipation
I also love when she makes demands
I prop myself up a bit and reach back to unhook my bra.
Y/n sits up too and starts tracing her fingers over my nipples before diving in and sucking on each.
It felt so good and got me even wetter
"Take off the thong" she says once she's done with my breast.
I hook my thumbs into my panties and removed the already damp underwear.
Y/n flips up over and this time it's Y/n laying on top of me. She leans down to kiss me so sweetly while also trying to pull her boxers half way down
She looks me in my eyes and the smile fades into something more hungry as she starts raking her eyes over my body.
"You want it?" She asks with dark hooded eyes
I want it so badly I'm practically jumping out of my skin to feel her inside me.
"Please" I beg
She suddenly thrust sharply inside me, burying herself and rocking forward.
A moan escapes my mouth as I feel her dick fill my core. My eyes begin to water and my senses dull as all I can think about is the perfect amount of pleasure and pain I feel as I struggle to stretch around her big dick while the tip presses deeply against my cervix.
"Yesssss" I moan out as she continues to do deeper each thrust
she leans down to kiss me and then licks over my lips. She pulls her dick out almost to the tip, before sliding deep inside me again. Her strokes are steady and the moans leaving my mouth are obscene as I feel every inch of her drag against my walls. The feeling is delicious."
"I want it all on my dick" she says
My walls clench and suddenly wave after wave of pleasure courses through my body as my pussy pulses around her dick. My clenching sent her over the edge too as she lays her forehead on me while thrusting inside me a few more times before spilling warm cum inside me. The sensation of her cumming inside me is so intense that it sends my body into a second wave of climax as tears fill my eyes and my body contracts around her. She collapses on the bed right next to me and we fall asleep.
*Phone ringing*
I jolt up from my sleep to hear my phone ringing on my nightstand. I pick it up and see that it's him. I roll my eyes and ignore the call
*Ding*
So you ignoring me now?
*Ding*
How you think your girl gon feel when she find out I fucked you?
I sigh and close my eyes trying to keep from crying
I have to tell her