I have my foot in both worlds, I'm a part of Hype but I'm basically a little sister to one of the boys in Sway. You may ask who my basically brother is, and my basically brother is the infamous Bryce Hall. Yes I'm his 'little sister'. I'm about 2 years younger than him, and having him as a 'brother' has it's perks but also it's him as a brother so you can only imagine.
One down side is that he's protective, he's always been and always will be. A relationship started to come from Blake and I's friendship, and we weren't officially together but we were basically. But a few days ago he ended things, and I still don't know why. But I've been writing a lot more for my music, and I think some of the girls have started to catch on that something happened. " What happened? " Kouvr asks me.
" What? " I ask turning to her. Mia and her walk in the room, and close the door.
" What happened? You've been cooped up in here for the past week, what happened? " Mia asks.
" You promise you won't tell anybody? " I ask. They both nod towards me. " Blake and I, we were together but not, " I add.
" What do you mean were? " Kouvr asks.
" He ended things last week, and-and... I don't know, " I say beginning to cry. Mia and her move in and begin to hug me.
" Hey it's okay, you're going to be okay, " Mia whispers to me.
" He-he ended it out of the blue, and I don't know why, he didn't tell me he just said we needed to stop what we were doing, " I mutter which only causes Kouvr to hold me tighter. They back away and we move to sitting on my bed.
" What are in these? " Mia asks.
" My songs, I've been writing for like the past week straight, " I state. They open them and begin to read some of them.
" Y/n these are amazing, " Mia tells me.
" Thanks, " I mutter. I wipe away the tears that had fallen from my eyes.
" You could make that one a duet, " Kouvr tells me. I look to see which one she was saying which was Remind Me.
" Yeah I could, " I tell her.
" Now do you want to get out of this room? We could go swimming or something? " Mia asks.
" Yeah sure, " I comment.
" Your secret is safe with us, " Mia comments. I give her a nod and thank her quietly.
That was the first time for me coming out of my room if it wasn't for food. And everyone was happy, they knew I was going through something they just weren't going to ask what it was.
Everyone begins to come to me and hug me. I guess some of them just think my depression got bad. " You okay? " Nick asks. Nick is my best friend, other than the girls. He knows how much I liked Blake, and he knows that something happened between the two of us. He just doesn't know what.
" Yeah, " I mutter.
" Something happen with him? " He asks. I just nod into his shoulder. He hugs me tighter. " It's going to be alright, " he adds.
" I know, " I whisper. The girls and I then head out to the pool. It's nice getting back out in the sun. They're trying to distract me.
Every time I close my eyes it's just a memory of him and I, and it saddens me.
" How long do you have? " I ask as he enters his room. I said I was going to get changed, and Blake said his room was opened. Which we had the plan of us getting alone.
" Like 5 minutes, " he mutters. I give him a nod, and he walks towards me and begins to kiss me. He pulls me closer to him, and pushes me against the wall. " God we need to get alone more often, " he adds.
" Yeah I know, " I mutter towards him.
" BLAKE! " Bryce screams, I lean back and rest my head against the wall. He still has his arms wrapped around me.
" I need to go, " he tells me.
" I know, " I groan, he leans in and kisses me again.
" I'll try to get alone tonight, we can have some time alone, " he whispers.
" Great, " I mutter towards him. He kisses me again, and then exits the room leaving me there alone.
" So I heard you stared writing again, " Alex says to me, he's vlogging.
" Yes that is correct, " I comment chuckling.
" What happened? " Alex asks, I look over to see some of the boys have arrived and I make eye contact with Blake and he gives me a weak smile.
" I got inspiration, " I state. He gives me a nod.
" Well that's good, I always love your music, " he tells me which gives me to smile a little bit.
" I need to go, " I comment getting out of the pool and grabbing my towel. I need to escape being in the same area as him. But I know him, and he's going to try to talk to me, but maybe I can finally get an answer from him. I reach my room, and right before I close the door he stops it. Which I don't say anything, he just enters the room and closes the door behind him.
" You're writing again? " He asks.
" Blake what do you want? " I ask turning to face him.
" I'm sorry, " he tells me.
" Sorry is not going to change anything, you gave me no reason to why you wanted to end it, " I state.
" I know, but- Bryce started- " I cut him.
" Don't, " I state. " Don't give me excuses with Bryce involved, I want a reason from you not from Bryce, " I add walking towards him. " Let me have closure Blake, please let me have closure, " I add beginning to tear up.
" I don't want you to have closure, " he states.
" Why not? " I ask beginning to raise my voice towards him.
" Because then that means this is over, that there's never a chance that I can officially have you, " he comments.
" Then why did you break my heart?! " I scream. He stays silent, and I just scoff and turn away from him. He walks forward, and turns me around to look at him.
" I miss you, " he whispers. I slap him, and pull him closer and begin to kiss him. And he instantly kisses me back, and we begin to make out with each other.
" Hey Y/n, " Michael says. I push Blake away from me and walk over.
" Hey Michael what's up? " I ask opening the door.
" Alex said he needs you, " he says.
" Okay thanks I'm on my way down, " I comment. He gives me a nod and begins to walk away. I hold onto the handle of the door, and think for a second. Either I can turn around and finish what I started or just leave. Either way he's getting an answer from me. He walks forward, and places his hand over mine and closes the door.
" I know I messed up, I messed us up. I shouldn't have ended it like I did, I shouldn't have ended it. But I did, and I can't tell you the true reasons because you won't want to hear the true reasons, but... just know that- that what happened between us all of it was real to me, " he says to me.
" If you know you shouldn't have ended it, why did you then? " I ask, he doesn't answer and I harshly move my hand away from his. I open up the door and walk away. God what is wrong with you?
After that the memories of him and I always came back, but until I get an actual reason I wasn't going to cave in. I wasn't going to let him be like that. I needed an actual answer. But today I'm at the Sway house, cause Bryce and I are going to be doing a singing challenge for my YouTube channel. " Can I actually talk to you about something, " Bryce tells me.
" Yeah, sure what's up? " I ask as I begin taking down stuff.
" Have you talked to Blake recently? " He asks.
" No, why? " I ask.
" He hasn't come out of his room only to eat and go to the bathroom, we really don't know what's wrong he won't talk to us, " he comments.
" I'm assuming you want me to talk to him? " I ask. He nods slowly. " Okay, " I add. After I finished I went up to see if he was okay.
I knock on the Blake's door and no one answers, I knock again. " Bryce I said I was fine, " Blake says opening the door towards me. " Y/n, " he says.
" Hi, " I comment. " Can I come in? " I ask. He nods, and opens the door wider to let me into his room.
" Why are you here? " He asks.
" I was filming for a video, thought I'd come here and say hi, " I state.
" I've always have been able to tell when you're lying. Bryce sent you? " He asks. I give him a nod.
" He's worried, he said you only come out of here to eat and go to the bathroom, which that makes me worried also, " I comment. He looks up at me and makes eye contact with me.
" I'm okay, " he states.
" You're not, " I mutter. " And I know because I'm not either, " I add. He walks over to me, and wipes away a tear that has fallen.
" You said you weren't going to talk to me, " he comments.
" Then give me a reason, your reasons of why you ended things, " I state.
" Bryce, " he states. I beginning to speak but he cuts me off. " Bryce is the reason, you and him have been friends for so long, and-" he stops himself.
" Are you jealous of Bryce? " I ask.
" Not jealous, just scared, " he tells me. I grab a hold of him and move him to the bed.
" Scared of what? " I ask.
" Scared that you'll leave me for him. You know you two have been friends before any of this, and-and let's be honest why wouldn't you pick him? You know he's nice at moments, he's attractive, he's- " I cut him off again.
" He's not you, " I finish.
" What? " He asks.
" You're right Bryce and I have been friends for a long time, but we see each other as siblings. When I was kicked out at 15, Bryce's family took me in, they're my family. He's not you, you're the one who can make my day 10 times better by just saying hi. You're the reason why I started singing again. If I wanted to be with Bryce, I would already be with him, " I tell him.
" I didn't know you got kicked out, " he states.
" Yeah, Bryce and his family is why I wasn't homeless for longer than 3 months. I was living on my friend's couches, friend's cars, and then Bryce's mom found out from one of my friend's, and she came to me after school one day and said come on. And she took me home and everything, and said you're not going to be homeless. Blake, it wasn't just sex for me, " I comment. He looks up at me, and that's where I know. He caught feelings.
" Really? " He asks.
" It wasn't just sex for me, I started liking you. I like you, I like you a lot, " I tell him.
" I like you too, " he mutters. I pull him closer to me and I kiss him. Which let's just say that it became more intense basically the instant my lips touched his.
Bryce's P.O.V.
She's been talking to him for like an hour and a half, so Josh and I decided to just go in there secretly and quietly to just see what is happening. Josh quietly opens the door, and we walk in to see Blake and Y/n laying on the bed asleep clothes scattered around the bed. Seeing this is interesting, because Y/n is a little sister to me, so seeing her like this is weird. Of course I'm not seeing anything, but it's just-it's weird. Blake begins to move, and that causes Y/n to wake up. " Afternoon, " Josh comments. Which Y/n just collapses back on the bed. " How long has this been going on? " Josh asks.
" A few months, " Blake groans. He puts on some underwear, and Y/n has gotten up and put on Blake's shirt.
" What exactly are you two? " I ask still in shock.
" We're together, we've been trying to figure that out for the last 3 weeks, " Blake tells me.
" He's been trying to figure that out the last three weeks, " Y/n states. There she is.
" Yeah that, " Blake comments back.
" Seriously doesn't surprise me, " Josh says chuckling. " He's always had a thing for you, " he adds.
" Yeah I've been told many times, " Y/n says chuckling. " You okay Bryce? " Y/n asks me.
" It's just, you're-you're with someone, " I comment. " What is this feeling? " I ask.
" A brother love, I'm growing up and you're feeling old, " Y/n says chuckling.
" I don't like it, " I comment.
" Sorry, it's only going to get worst, " Y/n comments chuckling again.
They didn't officially say it to the fans until a lot later, but everyone could tell that they liked each other. It's weird seeing her in a relationship, but I'm just glad she's super happy.